have you ever felt like you dont belong and just wish your life

so much pain.so much heartache.its like thats the only thing i've ever felt in my life. i miss the life of being a younger child. those days when i never had to worry about love. i didnt even know what it was and i still dont. i thought i found it so many times before but of course i was wrong.i remember when i was like 5 years old and my dad used to tell me that i would soon start liking boys and having huge crushes on them like my sister did.but i just denied it.i said i would never like guys. itold him i know they are nothin but trouble. lol. for being so young i knew alot.i should've listened to myself. if i listened i wouldnt be in the mess i am today. right now my life is so bad i just want it to end! i fell in love once im only 15.but still things happen. you cant stop love.but this wasnt love.it was misery.ugh.i hate it.
after i decided to let another guy in my heart, he tore it back apart.and it hurts so bad.i just want to be with him but all he wants is to hurt me.i dont know what to do. i just need help and someone to talk to!!!!

"i miss the life of being a child."

"im only 15"

Contradiction anybody? You still -are- a child, you're not an adult no matter how mature you are until you're eighteen legally.
What you think is heartache, you'll actually get over.
If you stop feeling so sorry for yourself and pick yourself up you won't feel so down; and it may be stupidly cliche but I'll repeat what everbody says on here: do your hobbies, hang out with your friends, focus on school, and you'll no longer feel this "heartache" or "pain".

i know that im still a child and i dont feel sorry for myself.i know other people have problems too. its just hard to deal with. and it is heartache. your life is probably just so perfect that you dont know what heartache or pain is.

i think everybody has problems and eventually no matter what you want everyone will end up feeling some heartache or another weather it be a major long time break up or sorrow on the heart.

not only can you concentrate on what BANG BANG said but you could join some after school classes or go to clubs after school-make new friends....go to the movies with your friends, buy a dog! a dog-well maybe a puppy will definately take your mind off things, i would try writting poetry more even if it about the same thing and listning to some upbeat inspirational music which changes your mind to 'ok-im gonna kick ass today'

hope this helps.

october xx

Give yourself time, it hurts now but later it won't. Don't mull over it, sure cry, but once you're finished take a look at yourself and note what you have learned and move on. You're young, go out, live and have fun. Don't worry about love now it will find you when you're ready

look BANGBANG shut up you have no idea what it feels like and im a guy so stop delving in things you dont know about she feels sad she feels heart ache and she cant help it with "doing her schoolwork" i know ive been there ... i still am

all i can say is nothing lasts forever and thats probs the last thing u want to hear but its true and try to keep busyy...

well if u had listened to your father. Where would you have realised the uselessness of SOME boys. Find the right guy hunnii.

Yes love has perks and it has downfalls but keep in mind there's a little word that will never ever EVER leave you for another girl...friends. Yeha one friend may hurt you at some stage but that's one, friends are a new form of love, You CAN live with them and you CANT live without them....

Hope this helps to some extent,

- Emma

sure people who are fifteen (like me) may still be kids, but our childhood freedom is being taken away from us
We are forced to deal with school, love, friends, parents and everything else that goes on.
We don't have the life of a child anymore. Already my teachers are telling me to figure out what I'm doing for colleges and a career and all that stuff.
It seems like the bar is being raised constantly in terms of our expectations.
So for those who say we are still kids, we may be kids (moer specifically teenagers), but we have so much more pressure than "kids" do, and even the teenagers before us.
We can't really enjoy our so-called childhood anymore.
and in answer to the post.....It may seem like life's not worth it anymore, but something good always comes from something bad. Sometimes you just have to look at it from a different angle. The right guy will come along, maybe just not right now. Just keep your chin up and in the mean time, hang out with friends like other people have said. It feels good to know you have people there for you.
Hakuna Matata :)

Your life is "so bad" and you just want it to end? Because of a guy? Grow up.

isn't it horrible? :)

i call it 'being a teenager' :)

rite now everything revolves around stuff like friends, family, boys, etc. dont kill urself bcoz of a boy. and i quote myself:

Guys are like onions... they always make you cry.

~Me

To the guys: No offence ^_~ hopefully.
To the girls: When ur head is spinning, remember that you're not alone!!

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U R just going thru stuff like the rest of us :)

u will b ok; just hang on to what really matters! no matter wat, family is always family. when a boy breaks up with you, who do you talk to? a friend, most likely. friends will step in when a boyfriend walks out.

Whatever ok an adult is an adult once you feel heartache and pain and suffering and can face it you are classified as a grade 1 adult. ok even if they think your a kid you not. There's been a guy rip my heart open before and he still does. I just face the facts let it go he wants her but he wants to hurt me don't let that stop you from living your life the way you want to.

Amanda

thanx 4 the advice everyone.

thanx 4 the advice everyone.

Feeling like you don't belong also makes you stand out...