Just would like some one to listen ta me :(

You could say that I am very confused and depressed at the moment
For some reason when I seen my girl friend I get depressed, i dont know.
I know I love her and She loves me, We take naps together and some times I am happy after the naps but some times I am not.
Some things that she does makes me feel bad,
(examples: yelling- but not that loud) I know she loves me and I love her. I would never say that we didnt.
It as if My body is saying yes to some thing but my brain is saying no to some thing. i dont know I am just confused and depressed, plus I just want to vent out so that its not all in my head.

any ways thanks for reading =)

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Your Friend
Josiah

She doesnt abuse me, and shes not really yelling at me all the time, Some times I do deserve it ( some times I play jokes on her )
I dont know if I am really doubting it , It may be becuase I am worried about he future. I am not sure.
when we are out at movies I feel great, and wonderful
we have been going out just about a year now
on the 11-23-04 it will be one year.
I also dont know what to do on our 1 year anvers.
I was thinking about taking her out to eat some where special, I never have took her out to eat. I have but no where special.
Any one have some ideas?

-Josiah