I can't forget him

Maybe you should think back to when you first started getting angry with him and figure out what is making you angry. Maybe it is that you no longer have that great friendship that you once had. In time you might be able to gain that slowly back. Does he know that you just couldn't say no? Did you even like him as more than a friend? If so is he mad at you for any of these reasons. Also, the truth is that you probably never will forget him, you will always remember your first boyfriend, im mean, he was your first. My first boyfriend and I are not even on speaking terms right now and probably never will be. Every time I try to just have a normal conversation it turns into an argument. Also maybe you just need to find someone else to fill the hole in your heart. Maybe letting him know that you feel bad for saying yes in the first place would help you feel better about yourself too. I am by no means an expert on this kind of stuff, all of my advice is from my own expierence.

Hope it helps!

~Kat~

Yeah, I agree with Kat. And another thing to care so much as to hate him still means you love him. I know it's not what you want to hear but it's true and your hate will go when your feelings for him die down.

Oh yes, dont dwell but dont forget. Ease your mind and you will find out that everything will be fine. Give it time. And sometimes its best to say no true you might feel bad then and there but not now and even worse.