Why I died today...

WHy I died today, all the pain that had been supressed was all at once released into a black hole that was sucking my soul out of my bodying just leaving a shell of meaningless words.

Tell me a reason how/why you had become a shell...

Pain has numbed all my emotions, yet I feel a heavy burren upon my chest. My grandma's death; I fear is my fault, for I was never there, for I was always stress upon her mind which sunk into her heart to cause such a heart attack that she deid withing minutes of the perametics arriving...

i'm sorry hon, that must be extremely hard. it isn't your fault though. stress is something that is also placed on the person him or herself who is feeling the stress, not just outside factors.

aww im sorry bout your gran...my recently died as well and i also felt as if i was a burden and i thought that she had died thinking i didnt love her...but i have realised thats not true and i no your gran would have loved you and never thought you were a burden!
keep your chin up sweety!
Luv FallenxFromxGrace

im sorry bout your gran..my nan died recently and i could not take it i could not take the pain of someone so close to me dying the pain that was in me the pain that i cried it was the worst experience of my life.. i have tried to get over it but i cant think about it anymore. i have realised though that her death should not put me down and that i should get on with my life...keep your head up and smile xx

shell feelings...haven't felt that way in awhile.