just needed to gte it out

just needed to get it out u dont have to post or anything

today i had a really bad day and went home and cut deeper than i ever have before. i didn't know an answer to a problem on my sci. test and i started crying and threw it away(not in front of everyone) then i went to the girls bahtroom to cry. in my next class the teacher tried to help figure out what was wrong but she only ended up getting angry because i didnt want to talk. then i quit the safety patrol(something i love doing) because i did feel like i deserved to be on it. Why do i only end up hurting those i care about??????