It's Over & I'm Done..

My boyfriend, Tony, & I broke up last night... for the...5th time. You'd think that by the 5th time I would have learned my lesson, but damn. That boy. He's so different from all the rest. I started the fight that caused the break-up, because I was sick of him not treating me like his girlfriend in public ( he never talks to me at school & we never go out to public places when we're with each other ). Everything was fine, 'cept for that. Do you blame me for wanting out? I mean - I was putting in my half for "us" to work out... shouldn't he? What do y'all think? Because right now... I'm too sad & confused to give myself any good advice.

Thanks--
Anita

Yeah, that's true.
But I love him so much.
& he doesn't even know...
It's like...that quote.
"What if the person who made you start crying; is the one who can make you stop?"
You know? It's so hard. & I don't deal with pain in the most...reasonable way.

You're dad's smart. My dad said,"You want me to kick his ass for you?"
>.<
& it's just SO HARD because it was the 5th time & I have a feeling that it won't be the last. Even though in my heart, whenever he asks me back out, my heart says,"NO! NO!" But my head... my head say,"Maybe... just... give him one more chance." & I do. & I always find my heart in pieces on the ground... * sighs * No more guys for me. Maybe I should become lesbian. O_O; Jkkk. But yeah, that's some good advice your dad gave you...I think I'll take it too, even if it wasn't meant for me specifically.

Ha!!!! Lol.
Thanks.
I think I know what to do... I just don't want to do it.
Well. I'm out of my computers class now, I suppose I'll see you around.
Thanks for the advice. =]