he killed himself tonight...

I'm really really sorry about that hun, chin up though, life goes on. I lost my best friend, she killed herself. It's a horrible thing to go through, but you will get through it, trust me. And as horrible as it seems there are things to be learnt from it. Grieve, honey, it is very important. Cry, write, paint, play music, whatever. And forgive him. He didn't do it to hurt people. Again, I'm really sorry you're going through this.

I'm sorry, that's really hard and the only thing that will heal your pain is time. Keep on going though, that's the best thing you can do for your friend.