i am very serious...i have a loaded colt .45 sitting right next

i have no will to live...anyone wanna say good-bye

hi look u dont know me and i dont know u but u are only 14 yrs old hun whatever ur feelign now will pass but u have to look towrad taht brighter day.i lost my bro when he was 13 he killed himself he was my best friend in the whole world u may think noone cares 4 u but ur worong u go ahead and do what u feel may b ur only option u have no idea how it will affect teh lives of ppl u leave behind.its not worth ending it when theres soo much to live for .my heart goes out to u and ur family and im asking no better yet im beging u topls give urslef teh cahnce to feel hapiness thinsg tend to get real hard in life but thers nothing taht cant b overcome and u come out a better person so pls pls pls think again think how ur never grow to b a baeutiful yng woman how ur never get to feel teh kinda love that makes ur whole world spin teh joys of having ur own life ur own family ur own children u can make a diff in the world if u really wnat to dont throw away ur cahnce of doign soemhting amazing and take away the cahnce of others of getting to know such a amzing person as im sure you are. i hope u stick it out i pray taht u do and im sry 4 all the hurt u must b feeling but alot of us have been thru teh same things and now how u r feeling

dont give up dont let life take u down believe in rslef and in teh future u can make 4 urself

if u want to talk u can email me at goblincleaver@hotmail.com
or thru aim
koadicintalect

pls once agin if u feel none cares ur wrong cause evn tho i dotn knwo u i care so tahst one personand im sure theres alot more than u think

pls stay strong
love
olivia

OMG! dont do it! You will be missed so much by friends and family! Death is not the way out. There is a light at the end of the tunnel you know!? I can be your friend and we can talk about happy stuff! I love making friends. I dont know what to say but i really dont want you to hurt yourself. This is so sad and i care. People care and you just dont know it. Please e-mail me azucar08@hotmail.com
lots of love! take care and stay strong!
- Elizabeth

I'm sorry you feel like this too, There is no way I can stop you, but think about the people that care..... The choice is yours..

rachel, i hope you're still listening. please don't hurt yourself. i know that life is hard and so very unfair, but it's also very worth living. things won't always be horrible, they'll get better. people love you and care about you. i don't know what your family situation is like, but i know that there are people here who care and who want you to live. i care. please seek help, talk to someone. even if you just post your feelings here, you have to let it out. let out all your anger, frustration, confusion, and pain. don't give up. you're loved and cared for. take care, be safe. peace

rachel, i've been thinking about suicide for many times in my living years... each time i got really hurt.. i mean really hurt until i don't feel like living anymore.. i feel like giving up.. you're probably split.. half of you not sure whether you want to leave everything you've lived for in ur life.. it's just the pain you're experiencing making it hard for you to stay focus.. i, myself hate it when people told me to look at the future while my present is not something i want anymore.. but believe me, each time i feel suicidal and at the edge, i say to myself, hold on.. think about the person you love the most.. there must be at least one tiny reason for you to hold on.. and just hold on to that little tiny reason.. i don't think my life has really changed eversince but i'm still waiting and hoping that someday, i would feel happy internally and eternally.. don't run away from your life.. everyone will experience somekind of pain.. just hold on to that tiny reason though you feel like there's nothing worth to live for.. it's ur choice hun~

take care.. i hope you'll be reading this~

I know you think u wanna kill urself but dont do it.........just think there is some1 that cares.....like your best freind.......your parents....I know you think no one cares and it seems lik it but they do trust me I know what you are goin through....I almost killed myself like 10 times last week.......but I didnt I realized how many ppl actualy cared about me...........just dont do it.

so where is she she never wrote back? Did she do it or not?

i honestly just think it was an act because of the heated argument between her and everyone else. She stole someones poem and then tried passing it off as her own. What a better whay to draw attention, leave something thats going to attract everyones attention like i have a loaded colt .45 sitting right next to me. In reality she probley doesn't even know what one looks like. Ok so even if you do give her the benift of the doubt and say she does have one, she either shot her self or made it up. Either way she left the site so i doubt she will be coming back to read all these messages to her! ITs a waste of time i think.

She e-mailed me and said she's just running away now. She's only 15 :(

im still here...i did run away...i was put in linden oaks for a long time tho i did not kill myself

i'm glad to hear that!!!!! don't ever even think of killing yourself, no matter how bad things suck, becuz u still have things to live for. if u kill your self now u will never know how happy u can be some time later. Jesus loves u!
~Sonja~

Kaboomy! silencers are good