Endless love, endless heartbreak.

I can't remember a time when I didn't like someone, even minisculely. But for the first time in my life, I have liked the same guy for four months. I've only met him once, but I felt the connection immediately. My friend was having a party, and friends from her summer camp were also there. I had heard a lot about them, and I was excited to meet them. (Yes, Rikki, that means you.) I currently had a boyfriend, but this guy absolutely blew me away. I broke up with my boyfriend the next day. I couldn't do that to him.

I've tried so hard to froget this guy. I'm afraid that he doesn't return the feelings and I'm just setting myself up for heartbreak. But...I don't know. I really only met ONCE. Talked to him a few times in a five-hour period. But I can't get him out of my head. I have his number, but I'm too nervous to call him by myself.

What on earth am I supposed to do?

Any other random comments on this?

^^^Agreed. Things aren't going to happen if you don't call.

The thing is, I was planning on having this person who held the party call with me. It's...I don't know. I"m always about a second away from calling him, and I freak out and lose nerve.

i think you should call him and if hes not interested then you'll know maybe by the sound of his voice or maybe cuz he never calls you back i guess you just will never know untill you go for it..

Love always monica aka mika

You all get your way. I called him, and we talked about random stuff for a half-hour.

He had trouble remembering which person I was at the party.

Just my luck.

At least he does remember me. Talking to him as friends is better than nothing. But I"m sick of better than nothing. I want the real thing for once. +sighs+