leaf blowing in the wind by alex ramirez help me find it plz

i remeber diz poem leaf blowing in the wind by alex ramirez but i cant find it can anyone help. it starts out like diz 'i lie here as we are apart because of you my heart has tore apart i gave you all my love but you threw it away now i lay here in dismay i lay here with two decisions to either choose life or to make the incision'datz all i remeber but plz help me

hey i tried to look for it but alex ramirez seems to be like a baseballer or something

ohk thanks anyway anyone know it?