killing me softly

there is this friend i have to whom i have really strong feelings. i consider her my best friend among all the rest, but she never seems to care about it. she's always telling me that our friendship is wrong, that we shouldnt be friends, that i'm a very complex person with issues. but see she's the one who told me in the beginning that we can be the best of friends, and when that happened, all she does is push me away and i can't deal with that anymore. she does not understand how much she is hurting me coz i need her by my side, but she's never there. she is doing nothing but killing me soflty!

thanks for the advice, but the thing is that i talked to her so many times and i always get yelled at! thats not friendship to me! but then everytime after she yells she kinda make things work out again her own way, just by smiling most of the time. i feel so used!

everyone around me always tell me to walk away coz that's not a friendship but at the same time, i became too dependant on that friendship in a way that i dont think i'm ready to walk away. i dont know i'm really confused

You can find better friends then her. It just might take awhile tho.

yeah but the thing is she was the only the only person i ever trusted and all she does these days is yell and yell and yell...yeah and yell :P so you think i should end this friendship?

what did you do? i mean did you talk to her at first and then when things still were the same what did you do? thanks for your answer :)