heart broken by suicide

Two of my closest friends have been victims of suicide in the past three months. Everyone (friends and family) are taking this whole thing really hard. Me, i was probably in the five ppl that were really close to these two great guys. I am breaking down and i'm trying to get over this but i just can't seem to. I don't think i can take another friend dieing from suicide!! if anyone has any advice to help me or my friends get over our/my loss of two of our/my best friends plz help us/me!! I feel like my heart has been ripped to peices. PLZ HELP

r.i.p Jake McGeorge (9/15/04)
r.i.p Ben Rose (11/05/04)

hey i know how hard it is to loss soemone thru suicide i lost my bro 2 yrs ago he was 13 and i still suffer thge loss every day and second.thers no rael way to get over what has happened suicide leaves so much hurt and unanswered questions best thing to help u family and friends cope is to know they did what they felt would make them happy so now there souls r free and in a better place a place they choose would bring greater happiness to them and they may not b with ur in presence but there always alive in ur heart and thoughts and memories.noone truly leaves if u keep them alive within ursself and even tho they are gone i truly feel they are still looking down onto teh ones tehy love and left ebhind.i have no doubt my bro watches over me and my family there r still days when i go thru hard things and i talk to him granted he cant answer me i know he listens and it brings me comfort not sure if that makes sence to neone but it does me.im very truly deeply sry 4 ur loss and i do know how much it hurts and the pain really doenst go away it just gets a lil easier to go about the days and dont dweel on the sadness instaed think of all teh good times the laughs smiles fun those things help me thru and i hope tehy help u too .. if u ever wanto talk email is goblincleaver@hotmail.com
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my prayers go out to u and ur friends and the families of the ones who have passed may they RIP and watch and protect u all ..

My best friend walked in front of a car a year ago! I was a lost soul for a while! I found that talking to my best friend and my boyfriend helped me alot! You shouldn't keep the feelings locked up though! You should try and get your family and friends to sit down once a week or something and talk about your friends! That's the best I can give ya! I'm hear if you need someone to talk to! And I hope the best to you and your family and friends!

I know how you feel.. In my poem ' The unforgotten' I'm writing about the loss of a great friend.. xx

thanks to all of you who replied!! i used some of your advice and of course i havn't completly forgotten all my problems bout this, me and family and friends are getting better. i would still like to hear more replies from you

sorry, ino ths wnt b mch help but i thnk that if theyv commited suicide theyv done it 4 a reason, obviously coz they dnt want 2 b here anymore so bear in mind theyre in a happierplace and hopefully happi so i thnk u shud try 2 b happi 4 they r happi now.

yea well i onno i guess they are happy but the reason they did this is becuz, a bunch of ppl made a pac that if one person is goin through hell here and ends up comminting suuicide then all the ppl on the list will kill them selves the same way and so on. happy mcgeorge killed himself becuz his parents were divorced, his sister died in a car accident, he was moving away and cuz he was usin drugs. when he died the pac came to life and ben was the first to go and make this stupid mistake. in his suicide note it said that he is only doin this because he wanted to feel happy's pain. well don't you think that's kinda stupid? well i guess happy is "happy" well i gtg but yea laters

wow i dotn know what to say .. killing urslef over personal reasons and conflics is very diff form killing urslef when u dotn realy wnat to and ur only doign it cause someone else did u know .. tahts soo incredibly sad .. i hope and pray taht teh rest of teh ppl on the "pact" do noy follow in teh footspes of the 1st its a sad thing but ones path to escape isnt everyones path to walk .. so i hope noone else decides to walk taht road 4 teh sloe purpose that others did .. life is such a precious gift and shoudlnt b thrown away so easily.. i can understand how hard it is 4 soem ppl some ppl jsut arent menat to b here as logn as others some come bring such hapiness and love inot othesr lives tehn they are taken away from us they were here to do what was meant 4 them .. not taht that makes it ne easier 4 teh ppl they leave behind .. bu t to take ur life when its not soemthing u even wnat to really do is a sad painful thing to hear and i pray 4 all the ppl who have gonne on and 4 there families

thank you for your prayers and yea that's wat i think to. ben should have never givin his life like that. happy shouldn't have either but he sorta had a reason i guess. and everyone on the pac list is being watched