Lost and alone

I don't know what to do anymore. It seems that I've been dragged into a dark whole that makes me feel empty and secluded. It makes me feel like I need to be alone, and it makes me hate myself. It affects my eating and makes me paranoid. I can't talk to people and I can't concentrate. I'm losing my grip. My cutting has gotten worse. I feel so lost. So lonely. All alone when there's hundreds of people next to me. I can't stand it anymore and I can't write either. What was once something I knew, is now something that's my past. I had so many hobbies, but their also just soemthing in the past.

I've went to counsellors, talked to friends, nothing works. I don't know what to do.. help?

wow..i kno how u feel.. this has happened to me too. i havent gone to talk to counselors cuz i dont want to i guess... i duno maybe u could write in a journal everyday how u r feeling and possible reasons y u r feeling like this. i used to do that and it started to help me.. but hten i decided to stop and i duno y. but i hope everything works out for u soon.. take care and if u ever want to talk email me i will always be here to talk
luve angie

I've been through the same thing. Do you ahve any idea why you feel so bad? When did it start? Any idea at all? No one should go through this because it's a very terrible feeling. You need help! Ask your parents to bring you to the doctor because you really aren't happy. The doctor can put you on medication that will help stop the pain. I know when I was going though that, I was so scared to talk to my parents about it, but after I did, things all seemed to get better. I started the meds, and went to a professional psychiatrist, and everythign started piecing itself back together ragain.

I've been thru counsellors and the end result? I'm not allowed to see them anymore. says my mother. and they don't want me on meds either. and..also...my father says that I just make my own problems. they never believe me...

thanks for trying.

you can't do anything now.. just wait it out to pass.. eventually.. you'll find it boring being sad.. then apathy sets in. at least it's better than depression. about the cutting, i've been cutting since march 2006.. and right now, it's been 3 weeks since the last time i cut.. it's just a matter of choice, and will.. you HAVE to stop it.. nobody else but you. cuz in the end, no real person has brain control. :)

jamesalexuk@hotmail.co.uk im here for anyone but myself

yer... i feel lyk that quite alot... its lyk im on my own and i feel so lonely n sad n all i want is for people to talk 2 me n stuff... then people do n i lyk push them away n go off on my own coz i cant bear 2 be with them... hope things get better 4 u,
~bethxxx
p.s. sorry its all in text but i was on msn and forgot tho type properly and i couldnt be bothered to normalise it... so no one go on at me bout that... its not important.

I feel like tht now all the time except I am alone...no one is by my side..the people tht were ditched me for no apparent reason...i wnt to talk to people and i try to once in a while they just pretend im not there...I try to welcome people to talk to me and b friends and all but i cant trust anymore...... but things will get better in the end....

~*Jazzy~*

Lately I've been so depresses to the point where I want to start cutting again..and actually have. I had started cutting a year ago and stopped because I saw what it did to the people around me and noe..its starting all over again. I even tried to od once but coudn't bare leaving the one I love behind. It's got to the point where I suclude myself from everyone..I barely talk anymore, and I hate myself. I cant handle my pain, my feelings, and everything that makes me feel this way. It's like I'm in a closed room and cant find my way out..please help me. If you have some suggestions you could messege me or instant messege me at Br0k3nCoNsCiEnCe...