xfAdInGxaWaYx
17 years ago
I've been having really bad mood swings lately. One minute I'm absoultey hypo, loving everyone next minute I'm sobbing hysterically. And all the times in between I feel like cr*p. Alot's been going on in my life at the moment but normally I can cope really well. My Nan's terminally ill, and suffers from dementia and I can't even stand being near her. I feel so horrible, we don't have much time left and I feel like I'm choking if I'm in a room with her for more than 15 min. My best mate betrayed me then moved away, I really love him though and it hurts so bad. I can't even talk to him, the silence is horrible. My brother moved to, he was my best friend and confidante but everytime I talk to him now we end up in a fight. I lost my job and have had no luck getting a new one and money is dwindling so fast. I feel I've hit rock bottom and can see no way out. Most nights I cry myself to sleep for no reason and when I do sleep I end up screaming out alowed. The smallest thing sets me off in a fit of hysterics or a fit of tears, it's like I have no control over my emotions anymore. I even get really angry too especially at my youngest brother and the poor kid never does anything wrong. Whats happening to me?? |
SomewhereAmongThePieces
17 years ago
There is nothing wrong with you! |