its never a good idea to fall in love with a freind!!! help me

I met this guy about a month or two ago. and we became best freinds real fast. somthing about him thats just so wonderful .. i love being around him.
anywayz we spent alot of time together cuz were both in after school drama.. and thats how we became so close in so littel time..
well anywayz one thing led to another and we kissed.. since then we always been all over eachother . the only this is no body knew about it.. and well the other bad part is i have a bf in europe.. anywayz.. we been sorta like dating for 2 weeks maybe..

WEll it ended a few days ago .. i cant talk to anyone about it beause no one knows and cant know...

a gurl that he s like since summer .. told him she liked him and well he wanted to see how it would be to be with her.. and i didnt want to hold him back becuse i even told him if he wanted to date other gurls i wounldnt care..
well at the time i didnt think i would like him so much, he told me this on v day which made things even worse . and he asked her out the next day .

anywayz the shity thing is he cheated on her the next day after they started goin out.. and now i just feel like a horrible person ..
i dont know wht to do anymore.... i dont want him out of my life.. he truely is my best friend and this shuoldnt of ever happend but it did..
please just try to help me out someone any advice would be good.. thanks..

If you still want to stay around him, it's your choice what happens really. I suggest you two just stay friends but you never know what might happen and he seems like a bit of a "player" to go out with you, date another girl and cheat on her?
Plus you need to tell your boyfriend, otherwise it'd be an unhonest relationship.
x

hay if you bothe are best friends than you do have someone to talk to... if he does not understand than is he realy a friend? Always Here