im loosing my passion coz im loosing myself..can anyone help me?

i luv the world... i luv everybody in this world in fact i help street children but wer did i go wrong why me?? why?? why should it be me?? maybe no one can help me at all ... im so stupid doing this asking for help online!! wen someone needs my help im there but wen im the one needing for help no one is there for me not a single ant is here for me!! everything for me is dark i hate the world i hate everybody coz no one is here to pull me out of the darkness did you get me guyzz im gonna die for helping people.. why me ??? i sacrifies but this is wat i get dying with sickness that i hate of corz no one belives coz who am i to tell this nonsense you would even believe me coz its just online..got me or get me

I'm not quite sure what's the matter. I get that you desparately want someone to help you. to pull you up. To understand. But you haven't made it clear what it is that's wrong, maybe you don't know. It's great that you help children, but why are you going to die for helping people?
If no one is there to pull you out of the darkness, then pull yourself out of it. People always wait around, waiting for someone else to save them. In the end you're the only one you can really depend on to get yourself out of it - whether you have someone else there or not. People online can't really help you with this. If you're seriously in need of help, find somebody to talk to. A counsellor or somebody who is always there to listen.
I'm not sure what's going on with you, but i hope you find your way out of it.
XxX

hey rainbow :) I dont know what you're dealing with but life can be lonely. and when something's wrong it is magnified 10 fold when youre feeling lonely. life should be full of color like a rainbow. and the only person who can change that is you. you have the choice to give in or to fight. To let darkness consume you or to stand up... with the fear, with the tears with the pain and say no more. Pm me if you want to talk some more. Jesus loves you even if you don't think so.

ruthie

im not loosing anyboy, im loosing myself !!!!