I written this on her picture-

Okay. I lost my best friend from murder&rape from her dad. That's what everyone's told me even her parents *and her dad said that he killed her*. I made a memior of her. It took me this long to get it all out to you guys. Her murder shocked me so damn bad I don't know what to do.

I had written this on a few pictures I put together on my computer.

~`She will always be loved forever and always Her dad can rot in prison fro killing my best friend. She was the only person who really understood me for who I was. She didn't care I was hard of hearing. She didn't care that I had trouble making friends. She knew all my secrets and all my dreams. She always knew what to say and how to say it all. You can be shot or have a broken heart but once your special friend isn't on Earth anymore, the can never, EVER, be replaced. Her dad had messed everything up for her. She wanted to be a school teacher, get married and have kids. She wanted to teach her kids how to keep a man close to them and teach them respect, love and the world with God in it. Seh was always teh one who you could turn to and she'll have advice ready to be given. Nothing can replace her now. No one can replace the love of a sister I felt for her. She was trusting, emotiona and she had always been loved. Now becasue of her f***ing dad she's not here anymore. Everytime I'm swinging in a swing and I'll look beside me, shes not there anymore. When I'm reading a book and I look beside me she's not there anymore. Why does it seem when you have the best friend in your life somethings always gotta happen. Amber L. R. 1991-2006`~

Right now I'm seriously crying.

Honey I'm really sorry that you lost your best friend. I've personally never lost one to death but I can imagine how it feels; I am on the brink of tears right here with you as I type. You will definately be in my prayers, and if you ever need to talk drop me a line :)

I just don't know what got into her dad. But he was raping her since she was 6-years-old. He said he'd kill her if she told anyone. Guess he was serious about it.

Now I really don't know what to believe. Her parents say shes dead and yet theres still hope inside of me that maybe she survived and ran someplace else. I dunno. It's really hard to accept the fact that your best friend is really gone and yet you listened to her telling you that something was wrong and thinking she may just be lying (she liked getting attention) and now I just stand here knowing that maybe I could've saved her in the first place.

Oh,death is really hard to come over,i can't really believe the fact of dads like that
how could he do a thing like that?
They aren't exactly a human-being they are just animals,and saying that is a swear to the animals too,God damn this dads please !!!
And you please worry yourself,i'm sure that she is on heaven watching you
Don't forget that 'an ending brings a new start'
and i will ask you a thing
Was She Only 15?
R.I.P Amber

Yeah, Amber was only 15 going on 16 this year *it's been so long that I kinda forgot her birthday*. They tore down her house that she was living in on that street. Either because the pipes were flooded with drugs or because of the blood that was on the floor. It smelled pretty bad.

Don't beat yourself up over this. You're young, and this is probubly the only thing like this that has happened to you. And who knows, this may sound a bit cruel to those who don't believe in God, and I don't want to make a debate out of this but I'm going to say it anyways. I'm positive that God did not want these evil things to happen to your best friend, but who knows what good will come out of this, y'know? God can turn it around for the better. Just give yourself time. I definately won't guarantee that the pain will go away, because she was so close to you and left very tragically. But all I'm saying is to give yourself some time to heal. Who knows, maybe someone who is going through the same thing you or her are/were and can tell someone and recieve help so it doesn't happen again. Just don't give up hope :)

Thanks Lovely Bones.

Anytime :)