****I FINALY SAW RICKY****

I was at work on friday and my manager jus left to go on break and all of a sudden ricky and his brother jus walk in as if nothing happened! He was talkin about how he missed me and how he was sorry about Valentines day and how he was gonna make it up to me and shit..i took my break with him and we were talkin for like a half hour and smoking for another half hour and he seemed to be really sorry and everything i mean the way he was huggin me jus made me feel how he was feeling and idk i do miss him i jus dont like relationships were idk when imma see him i want to be able to talk to him on the phone whenever i want and i want to be able to count on him! I told him all about Peter and Deric and how they touched me and shit i also told him how i didnt consider us going out and he was just like yea i understand and everything but if it matters i havent talked to any other girls or anything and i hope we can still go out..i told him that i wanted to but not untill he goes back to live with his mom and cleans up his act..you know he got kicked out of his house for poppin pillz? was this the right thing to do ? what would you do?

I really need to know guys...

Thats why i broke up with him...thats what i told you in the paragraph...lol but i think that if he does get his act together i will go back wit him cuz that gonna show me that he do care about me like he say he do..right?

you seem like one big high school drama reck monica and you seem to never learn

Okay, here's my opinion:

You are not mature enough to handle a relationship right now. And I base that on the multiple threads you have started.

Jaime. The WORLD bases it on the multiple threads she has started.

[[: thats hilarious.

I know :]

Haha Elysium. You make a good point. :P