Love I Don't Know What To Do...

  • 111308
    17 years ago

    I don't know what to do...i'm stuck here not knowing what to do anymore...
    I went out with this guy Cameron...
    At first i was a lil skeptical about it because i was scared because i'd been hurt so much...and i never really had a first love exactly yet but yea..anyways
    i went out with cameron...and i gave him everything...and i mean everything...he was my first...and ugh...idk what to do i love him...and then a few days after we had sex he dumped me...does that mean...he was only using me...i just don't know what to do...i've been so depressed...and i can;t move on...and i keep seeing him in my head...that's all i see is him in my head...and i can't take it anymore it hurts...and i go to the same school as him...and when i see him it hurts...and all of a sudden latley he's there...everywhere i walk there he is...and it hurts...i want it to all go away...i'm tired of all this and i don't know what to do...how do i get over him...? or how can i forget about him....
    when he broke up to me...his exact words were " i never liked you at all ijust felt bad because you really liked me so i gave you a shot..i want to be friends with you though"
    but omg...ugh..it hurts...and how can i be friends with someone...like that...and how come he said he loved me....and stuff if he never meant it...if he never loved me...maybe we were getting to serious...so maybe he thought he had to back out...idk...i need some help...i'm going insane...
    i can't think...
    i can't eat...
    i can't sleep...
    it all just hurts so much..
    i don't want to do anything but stay at home..i don't want to be with any of my friends..and when i am...i'm just blah...i don't know and they are noticing too and getting mad...but i can't help it..
    i love him...
    and i want to be with him...sooo bad...
    but i don't want to at the same time...
    how do i get over it...??
    please help...
    Please and thanks
    Love Lots
    Steph

  • kori
    17 years ago

    That really sucks, you shouldn't have slept with him. I think that's the only reason he was with you. He's an asshole, and you're going to come across a million of them.

    The only advice I can give you is to just stop thinking about him. I know it will be hard but just try to hang out with your friends more and have a good time. Don't get in any relationships at this time, when you move on you should start looking again.

    Don't just give yourself completly to somebody. That's how people take advantage of you. Don't trust too easily.

    And just to have you know, you'll get over him sooner or later. Whether it be now or a month from now. As soon as you're ready to feel good about yourself and know that you're a beautiful person is when you'll move on.

    Good luck.

  • 111308
    17 years ago

    Awww Thanks Guys :D You Guys Made Me Feel Better