Friends no more...

So basically this is my first rant-ish type thing, and I need some help...so yes…

It feels like I have no friends anymore. It's weird and I don't know how to explain it really well. My best friend found and new best friend and now we’re barely even friends anymore. Like we still talk and hang out at school because we have the same group of friends but it's not the same anymore. If feels like anything I say to her, she just thinks it’s stupid.

Before whenever I had something to say, people use to listen but nowadays no one cares enough to even act as if they heard. And it really hurts. I don't know what happened... I use to be really random and funny and in the past year or so I’ve lost that...for some reason....I'm not funny anymore. I can't make others laugh. My now ex-best friend though has become 'the one everyone wants to be friends with'. She's become...sort of like how I use to be. And I've admitted that I’m sort of jealous. I'm practically being shunned and it's killing me.

This has been going on for about two years now, and I don't know how much more I can take. I'm tired of being the last one to found out about things, the one who's always left out of the jokes. As soon as I make new friends, my ex-best friends comes along and starts talking to them more and adding them on myspace/msn. She asks them to hang out with her and once again...I have like no one. It sucks. A lot.

I want to be more funny and sarcastic/witty. I can never think of random comments to say/do anymore. How can I make my friends…well be my friends again? I don’t wanna be the girl who people don’t want to hang with. I rarely ever get called to sleepovers and hangouts. And when I hear my friends talking about all the fun things they did over the weekend…it hurts me a lot. I’ve tried talking to them discretely about this issue but it goes nowhere.

As pathetic as this is sounding, I need to get this off my chest and I'll accept anything anyone has to say, but I’d really appreciate it if anyone knows what I can DO about my situation. If anyone has been through this before....

i'm going through this..well same like this..but again different..

you see--ya i do hav friends..but idon't get along with them..i'm afraid i'm not well like fittable on their groups or something..and ya i also used to be funny..and ma girlfriends wanted to be wid me..and used to wait for me after skul..and we used to eat togeather..but not it's changed..i'm lonely..or shalli say i made ma self lonely?--i hav no idea..co'z maybe idon't hav much money to cary liek them or?..maybe i'm shamed that i can't carry ani money like they do..or i dunno..and i'm so shame of writting this...but..well even i feel lonely--

but feelinglonely won't talke me no where..so i keep ma self busy..i try to help ani one i can..teacher or students..and if they don't need ma help..i jsut go to the toilet ande keep ma self busy..or stay in the class at recess or lunches...

b4 i used to hav friend goin out with me..but now i dun wnna hang out with them..co'z i feellike they don't want me ..co'z i'm like invisibel to them.near them..so..

and ma frends do invite me to the birthdays or ani stuffs..but ma dad won't let me go,..and i'mkinda not so frends with them..i mean close..id un hav ani close frends like i used to-co'z ma closed fren went to another skul..and even tho sometimes we mail....but not often--so..it's jsut lonely..

but at home--i hav ma sistter as a fren..but at skul--i feel lonely.....

m i doing it to maself?--or what?

i'msori i can't help you..and had to tell you ma stupid story..but--things happens where you hav no control of..an i also want to get over this thing..or hav a beest fren..

hei y dont 'u gv me ur e-mail..let me add you..adn let's talk!

if your freinds are like that, i'd love to see your enemies! lol you shouldnt let these people treat you like crap, if they say your ideas arestupid just say screw you or something
you did nothing wrong
freinds come and freinds go...they cant last forever.

that happened to me earlier, but i just made new friends, and my ex-best friend came back and was my friend again, now we are really close even more than we were before.
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