i seriously feel that bad

wtf is a friend? i thought i knew. i thought a friend was someone who stuck with you through anything, who didn't hold a grudge, who loved you, who genuinely cared, and who was willing to put those feelings into actions. a friend doesn't hurt you on purpose; and when they hurt you by mistake, they apologize sincerely. a true friend is honest. i have a lot of 'friends', most of them are great people, but right now i feel very unloved and i'm almost to the point of tears. i have so many emotions racing through my mind. i'm on medication for my depression, which i've been suffering with for 6 years now. i try to be optimistic and hopeful that things will get better. but right now, i hate something very much. i don't what though. i don't know if i hate myself, or my friends, or just life in general, whatever. all i know is that i feel really bad and i just wanna die alone in a dark corner.

i just needed to talk. thanks for listening.

hey im really sorry ur feelign so down .. hopefully things will look up soon .. if u ever wnatto talk u can always email me its goblincleaver@hotmail.com or aim at koadicintalect .. soemtiems it jsut helps to talk thinsg out ..

xoxo

thank you. i'm feeling a little better now. i cried it out a little. i'm gonna try to occupy my mind with other things. thanks again for listening. ;-)