how do u fall out of love?

i recently broke up w/ some1 i consider my first true love and im not exactly handling things very well. i was close to suicide the other night and i actually held a knife 2 my heart and neck. its just the pain that is associated w/ the thoughts of her is 2 great 4 me 2 handle. my parents found out about my suicidal behavior and i had 2 talk 2 them and go 2 a counselor. still i love her and i dont want 2 anymore cuz she doesnt love me...in fact she hates me i think and thats wat is really eating me up inside because b4 we dated we were best friends. PLEASE help in any way possible

It's really just a matter of time.. which I know isn't what you wanted to hear, but its the truth, nothing but time is going to get you over her, and you may never completely get over her, but you pain will lessen(sp?), I promise. But in the mean time, just try to keep yourself as busy as possible. Hope this helped, even just a little bit

trust me, everything helps. just knowing im not the first 2 lose my mind over a silly gurl...the thing is she was more than a girl 2 me, she was my girl, she was an angel, she made me feel perfect which is why i cant seem 2 let go, i cant let go of that feeling, i feel as if shes the only 1 who could ever make me feel that way, but w/e i know time will eventually rid myself of her, but i feel like time is something i dont have

i was in my friends blog (reading) then i decided to take my eyes off my friends blog and jump around from forums to forums... and well, while i was reading your post i thought about what my friend posted on her blog. thought i shared a little bit with you

"Sometimes people come to your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy, BELIEVE it, it is REAL. But only for a season... "