thats it ... im done

i dont know if ne of u remember me ..... but i havnt been here for a while .... i reallly need sum help .. have been to hell n back these past few mouths ..... i cant explain ne thing ne more .... everything around me is comin un done ..... all the wants n all the needs i dont want to need at all .... ppl r findin things they didnt know n look at me with such discrease .... every were i go ppl look at me like im a monster .... no im on my own side ..... its to late to fight .... ive tryed everything .... it seems all i do is cry latly ..... no ur all the first to know .. my minds unweavin ..... the walls r closein in ... ?? maybe its best u leave me alone .. ?? i dont know ne more .... i dont even no wut i did for this to happen to me .... i want to the hospital ... sum one called the cops on me ...... i slit my throght ... n wrists .. i lost so much blood .. i was happy .. i got dizy n passed out ... next thing i know .. im in the hospital .. they saved me .... but i didnt want them to .... thats were i have been ....i cant even begian to explain these feelins ne more ..... i have to stay here n live a life i dont want .....just a little more time ..... i get it all .. a waight has been lifted .. no ur all the first to know .... it ends to night .... please .. help

What Britt said.

You should listen to her.

okay i agree with britt all the way. i will bet my life on it that you will be back on this site in a few days posting again. after all i have seen so many different post from you ranging from being bisexual, being abused, cutting and being emo, trying suicide, being in hospital, having a best friend die while you were in the car and having survived it without injury, be pregnant and mysteriously losing the baby a few days later not to be affected by it at all. i'm sorry if i seem doubtful. have you ever heard of something called muchausens??

Listen to what Britt is saying.

I thought I was going to kill myself at one point too, but you can't give up. I didn't. God gave you a life so that you could be happy. You have so many people that care about you.......do you think killing yourself would make anyone happy?

"Anyone can die, but it takes true courage to live."

Life is tough. It always has been and it always will be. But everything is going to be all right. Please don't throw your life away just because things aren't going so great.

"You never know the promise tomarrow holds."

God loves you and you have no idea how sad he is to hear that you want to give up on life. You have the power to go on another day. To be happy. I know it's hard sometimes, but you have to keep moving foreward.