Ali
19 years ago
Well I dont think I picked religion on a rational thought. I didnt think there was a god for many years. I was suicidal and hated everything and especially myself. My catholic upbringing didnt help either. I started feeling as many do "Why if there is a god is he not here right now when everything is going wrong?" I guess it was more or less I didnt want to believe. I went to college last year and two of my friends were in a car accident involving a semi. If you saw the car neither of them should have lived. I cried so hard when I found out and spent the night in Kristin my friends dorm. Sarah (her roomate and on the XC team with me) called Rachel and Robin and Amber and Jenna and they all came and we all prayed for Jan to live. She suffered minor injuries for the most part and a few broken ribs. I still didnt believe after all of that. Zack told me his story and I began thinking more about it. I believed he was there but I didnt and couldnt figure out why I was if he wasnt going to help me. I found my dad this summer, and I finally got to meet him. I didnt know anything or what he was going to say when I called but I called and it was great. I told my best friend on an IM and her away message was the "Footprints" poem. I suddenly realized I had been getting it all wrong. He was helping me, even when I thought he wasnt there. There is no rational reasoning here. Its just faith. The same faith that moves you to get up and go to work with the confidence you still have a job. And even though none of us can prove it, its our belief. I think of it like this... "Theres someone or something out there watching me in everything I do and helping me along. Wether its my ancestors, like native americans believed or the gods as the greeks believed. Its there. whatever it is." Its not anything proveable. Its feelings and trust and hope and faith. |
Mlkdipdcookie ©
19 years ago
To the Christians reading this: i hope it encourages you. |
FTS Miles
19 years ago
I'm admittedly agnostic... I feel that there's no proof one way or another about the existence of God. Furthermore, we truly don't have any ability to determine whether there is some all-powerful being guiding things or not. We can believe there is, but realistically, we have no proof. |
Kevin
19 years ago
Well said Miles, well said. |
Kevin
19 years ago
Yo Edea, i've studied thebible, i was raised Roman Catholic...been a choir singer, alter boy etc etc. |
Kevin
19 years ago
Ah Kendra, that would be the Mystery of faith...which is what the church used to say to the poor mal-informed peasant folk to stop them questioning the state of the world and Gods lack of action about it. |