How Can this Be?

Okay.. I cant take this anymore.. My life is a living Hell.. I know everyone says that and most peoples lives are.. But I dont know if i can live in this world anymore.. I always Consider running away. But i've realized running away from my problems wont help me, they'll just come back. My family obvisouly doesnt care, my parents are always fighting, and they always blame me, and i dont do anything to them. Suicide has one before came into my mind. But it never happened. The hardest thing for me in this world is to live in it. And there is no one to talk to. because they will all tell me the same thing. and i know life is what you make it, but not if you cant help it. Will the same thing happening everyday, will anything every change?

no no no, it wont happan everyday, some days will be worse than others, some a bit better, but gradually it will all stop, you could take the easy way out with suicide... or you can make the most of it for the time bein and than move out one day. if you commit suicide than thats the end of your life, you wont end up with a family, a child to name your own, a loving husband, a house of your own, their are more things to live for than there are todie for, sit your self down and write a list of pros and cons a list for ending it now, and a list for waiting and living your life. your adventures have only just begun. this might not be the worst of your problems either, maybe they r still yet to come, but take each problem step by step, find it in yourself to stay strong... it will be worth it one day!

talk to me, talk to someone. let it all out. you will feel better after.

David

well i'm living proof things do change and i'm sure there are numerous people on here whose life has changed. sometimes my life changed for the worse sometimes for the better. but life never stays the same for too long. and sure once things are going good for a while it is likely that there will be slip up's where things are not so good for a moment. but life always changes. and i'm sure that if u do commit suicide if it would be possible to still see how the world goes on once you die i'm sure you would want to kick yourself once you realise things might have been looking up for you just around the corner and you gave up just before. You may not really believe what i'm saying because suicidal peoples judgements are clouded and they can often only act pessimistically but really things will get better all you have to do is wait