Where has the happyness Gone

Have you ever been happy one week and feel like a failer and useless the next.
I know people love me but i am never good enough for them they are always in my face saying what i have done wrong and pick up on the stuff i carnt do they never say well done to me or even that was good
I have been made to feel so small and a failer to everybody i know and now i dont think i can pass my GCSEs because i carnt do half of the stuff i need
Has anyone else felt like this and does it really get better becasue at the moment i am hideing behinde my mask at falling apart and my seems

Yes English, Maths,Science,Buisness studies,All the other ones with an exam

i feel exactly like you all i can say is well nothing i guess i cant do anything right not even give bloody advise wich is the only thing i was good at ...guess im not anymore i dnt no what to say other than try your best and ignore the rest
james

It's those hormones, EVERY teenager gets that exact same feeling you have right now. It will get better, so for now just keep your head up and try to make the best of it.

"Happyness" is spelt with an i.

I found that out by watching the movie "In Pursuit of Happyness" in which a man is infuriated by its misspelling. There's education and opportunity in everything, even a trip to the movies.
When I read back on my diary entries, almost every second page says "I'm such a loser. I'm fourteen and have no boyfriend... not even close. I'm such a failure, I'm fat, my face is horrible, nobody wants me, nobody cares or loves about me."
But people do care and love me. When I say things like that to myself I am cheapening their love and feelings for me, and that is a deep dishhonor on my part, to act as though all their laughter, smiles, and kind words mean nothing.
To tell the truth, I feel as though I "need" to be a loser, because I don't know how I would handle being a normal, adequate person. Being a "loser" is my excuse to everything.
I'm having a terrible time in school as well. I feel as though I just can't handle anymore, as though it's gone to far, I'm starting to fail in everything more than ever... then I remind myself that I still have dreams, that I still have friends who would do most anything for me.

//T.L.//