hurting*~ puh~lease help me

hey you guys. i know that you all have your own prolbems and don't want to hear about mine. thats how every body feels about me. No one ever cares. Well i just need some help but no 1 isgoing to care, I know i just need to ask.
my prolbem is my mother dosent love me. she is always such a bitch to me and every one around me i wish she would go to

Bob shut up you have no clue what i am going through. u don't know whats its like to not know ur mother for 12 years ofur life then one day just have her turn up and be all nice then be a bitch and tell u all these things about her life that u don't want to know like how would u feel if ur mom told u she was a lezbo and she dose drugs grls and guys all at once. But thank Keri for the words of encourage ment i am very thankfull. U seem to know how i am feeling atleast a little bit. Love ya all and if i am acting like a bitch then soo be it and i'll probley regret it latter so don't tak ene thing i say personally because i am really unstable right now and my feelings and emotions are going haywire, so i am sooo sorry if this sounds bitchy.
Love ya'll

thats ok i just need to fume sorry if i hurt u guys that is my last intention

bob i am sorry about what i said but my emoitions are going haywire and i really don't know why i said that other than just a couple of days ago i told my mom i didn't want to see her. I am not dealing with this verry well and i am suffering with "deep internal depression" according to consuler. I am really sorry that i acted like a bitch. maybe i am becomming more like her every day. eventally all i have to look forward to is being stoned and drunk and getting nocked up at 17 and selling my kids so i could buy more drugs. I am trully sorry for what i said and for what your mom did to you.
love always

Always remember somewhere and someone is going threw the same thing, you may feel alone but your not....i would explain my past story but we are talking about you not me, so just remember your not alone
with luv,
scooby

thanks cassi love ya grl.
Love always
PK

lilA,
hey you can tell your friends. I know that at least one of them pushes you to tell her whats wrong because Hey! i know you! If you want to talk tell me and we can talk.
Love Always
PK

Help,
who is your "friend"? is it *****? ****?if you tell me maby i can help more. all i can say right now is go to MRS.B @ school maybe she can help.
sorry i know this isn't verry helpfull.
love always
PK