lost and sonfused and depressed maby mad??

ok well i hear voices in my head is it me or something else i see things is it me or my imagenation recently i havent been on here i have gone thru...well ive gone thru alot and ppl are dying all around me inside their actual deaths deaths of hopes planning my death what about my sister worrying is john ok shit the scars become redder each day i cant sleep without crying im having to patch up my mask lying dying how many ppl die a day?? why do i have to be here ?? i dont belong here i come from another planet... do i?? i just dont fit in im just a emotional GUY how gays that

i just cant cope need help and fast please i had a period when i was happy im trying to be happy but its like im chained to a sinking cannon

please comment

please help i just i need someone or something i dnt kno what i need this is the only thing that i have left a website! how sads that

thanks
its a real help to kno sumone knows where im coming frm

yeh...
iv felt like that before, i kind of go through stages, sometimes i feel like im crazy, and i imagin these monsters that dot exist n whatever... it's really scary, sometimes i just feel tired and sad,
sometimes i feel lost and sometimes i feel so lonely it really hurts... but a few weeks ago i was happy for a bit because of someting someone did for me that stopped me hating myself and it was briliant... i thought i was saved but the person who helped me didnt stick around long enough to make me completely better. Now im kinda falling into it again but I know i want to stick around to find out if i'll ever feel like that again. all i can tell you is it is worth waiting for, and i dont think anyone can understand that unless they've been through it themselves but it's wonderful...
make sure you carry on so you can find out what it feels like...
Bethxxx.

im really sry 2 hear about your whole situation, im a guy 2 and i cry EVERY night as well, my world seems like its closing in but i continue 2 fight. u just have 2 realize that things will get better. it will take time, how much time depends on how strong you r and the exact circumstance of your given situation. just try and keep your head up and dont EVER be ashamed of your tears. theres a quote actually posted on here a while back that says "The strongest thing a man can do is cry because he allows everyone to see his most vulnerable side" its true so if u have 2 cry just do it and dont worry wat every1 else thinks about it. u know u can email me if u want cuz i would most certainly like 2 help another guy out, nothing against girls because they give AMAZING advice but sometimes its nice 2 talk 2 a guy ya know? ttyl mayb, keep pushing through it, u'll make it, i know u will