I don't know why i get sad at 12:00 pm !!

which would be 12am

Sounds like you already know the cause and as much as you dont want it to be that, that is what it is. Face it, deal with it, that is the only thing that will make it better.

It sounds like you are fighting the greiving process, which is why you came here hoping someone would come up with other reasons for you. Talk to someone. Let it out. Losing someone is hard.

Why can't you say you're sorry? I am sure you have said it plenty since she passed. You may not get the closure of saying it to her physical face, but you can say it to her. Write her a letter, talk to her in your heart. These are the options you have available to you, wishing you had more will do nothing but cause you further pain. If she was your friend she would not want you living that way.

Time is a human form and is not relevant. You lost somebody mourn until you are ready to move on. Time has nothing to do with it. Most people feel sad at that time of day its directly before you get a massive oxygen boost at two, which is why most poets will write their best work at two and why you feel most depressed at twelve. The losing someone part will just add to it.
Hope you feel better soon, if you've just lost someone close to you its best not to stay up to that time of day at all. Too much time to think.

Drusus

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Hey me too!

I just wrote a poem about it too. A crap poem, but anyway, I think it is because the night is very dreary and solemn and deathly and we are most vulnerable at night when there is nothing to distract us from the most negative of thoughts.

I will be here tomorrow for you. Maybe we can help each other through this. Sorry, I forgot I took my poem down. I will let you know when I put it back up.

yeah so do i but i just don't know what im crying bout around 8:00 i just get reall sad