TheWorldFellNUWerentThere
17 years ago
Okay, I sent this to my Aunt Kath about how me and Tyler met and how Chris screwed me over.
I just need to get this out lol so dont mind the long message!!
I can't wait til the Friday Night is over because on Saturday I get to PARTY!! I'm going to High Rollers with my friend Courtney and Bethany. Tyler was grounded yesterday for who knows what. But hopfully his mom will let him go to High Rollers with me because my ex goes there and I'm afraid he'll trap me into the corner again because I don't want to listen to his lies about how he "hasn't" cheated on me before. We were together for about 8 months and he cheated on me 12 times. So I gave up trying to keep everything hidden from people and trying to keep the lies from my mind and eyes but it kept building and building up that I couldn't take it anymore. I said it was over and left him standing there feeling guilty about what he's done. If I could really talk to him without him yelling at me for 'leaving' him, I'd ask him "Why didn't you think of all the things that are going to happen in the end when you started cheating in the first place?" He'd probably reply "Well it was a one time thing." IT WASN'T A ONE TIME THING. I gave him 3 different chances to try to change but like my mom says, "Never give a guy a second chance because he'll know how to play you and make you hurt even worse in the end!" And it's true. So I gave up trying to keep everything under control, but ended up giving up on Chris. Later that night Tyler asked me out. The way I met Tyler was that he found out his girlfriend cheated on him too and he couldn't take it. But we were talking about how we were hurt in our relationships and couldn't take it anymore. But I guess Chris found me talking to him and told me to come over and talk to him. He started yelling at me saying how I'm going to leave him for Tyler, and when I confronted him about him cheating and found out about it. He just got quiet and after like five minutes he said he didn't cheat on me. I got so mad then and me and Tyler made plans to go for a walk to cool down about the fight that happened. And I was getting my shoes on and getting ready to leave and Chris started cornering me in and saying how I can't just leave like that. he was getting pretty close and I felt uncomfortable and I guess Tyler could see my fear and told Chris to back off. I just replied, "watch me walk away Chris. Nothing but cheating filth aren't you?" And Tyler ended up asking me out later that night. lol.
I know its so long to read but Idk.. I felt like I needed to get it out. Kept it in for too long :[
I know I made a good choice on leaving Chris!
And I know I made a good choice on getting with Tyler.
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