Talk to me.

I'm a bit ashamed posting this, but whatever...I'm going to do it anyway. I had a horrible night. Horrible. I can't sleep, I don't want to sleep. Don't really want to talk about what happened, but I need distraction. I'm assuming no one will post before I finally fall asleep, but it's worth a shot.

Someone please talk.

Oh, hello. I'm pleasantly surprised to see you're the first to respond, instead of some young, hyper adolescent informing me that life is wonderful and I am much loved.

How are you Abby? What have you done today?

Hi how are you?

I like you a lot, Abby. You're a very interesting human being, and don't deny or support that claim, just accept it.

And both of you...well, to be honest, I'm not doing well at all. Everything seems to be falling apart, but as I said before, I don't want to talk about specifics..try not to humiliate myself too much tonight.

hope everything will be alright for you
And i liked your eyes or lips? thread,i felt so important that you post a thread about a thing that i ask

General...Well, I figure what I said was extremely general, perhaps too general...I will try to be less broad. Ugh, alright. Someone I love very much..CRAP, I'll just say it. This is only part of why today has been so bad, but my boyfriend, Jeff...best friend and lover for the past two years, broke up with me. We said goodbye, both crying. It was very sad. Not sure what I'm going to do, but I'll be fine. I'm not stupid, not like I'm going to resort to suicide or start believing I will never feel happiness again. Now I'm rambling. I'm not thinking straight right now.

So, yes...Laura, thanks for giving me the idea.

Anyway, I hate talking about myself. Personal stuff, it makes me very uncomfortable. I believe nothing in this world comes for free, nothing is fair, therefore! You must both open up to me. Have either of you been in a serious relationship? Tell me about it.

I'm into one of that
What is the prob jane?
Why did you two break up?

Broke up because of personal issues :) I'll leave it at that.

What will I do? Good question. Anyone have a noose? No, I'll probably spend too much time online, then try to weasel a visit into my horses sometime during the mid afternoon. Maybe right a poem (or two) if I feel up to it.

And you two?

I will be online mostly and i was to watch a movie yesterday but i couldn't so i will watch it tomorrow,name is material girls,seems like a good movie,i will talk to my sweetie on msn,nothing adding to that..

Material Girls, I've heard of it, but not my type of movie. I hope you enjoy it. Where does your "sweetie" live?

I enjoy dancing as well, but it's hard to dance when you're feeling as I am now. A shame. Yes, my horses are therapeutic, they will help while I'm visiting at least...In that case, I'll try to make the visit last longer than usual. Blah, it's so hard to stay distracted, but thank you. Both of you. Oh, poetry..no, it doesn't help me very much..but while in the actual process of writing something, I stay distracted enough to be content. That's all I'm aiming for. Not sure if I'll be able to write however. I find strong emotion delivers weak poetry; placid emotion delivers strong poetry. Hope I worded that right. My mind is very scattered.

He is now in Canada,cos of his job.But he is Turk and lives in America when he isn't away for work
We met online on yahoo he is about to be twenty-seven,six days later.We're together for almost 2 years...etc

Wow, he is much older, has that ever been an issue? What does he do (job-wise)?

I do not, but sometimes I drink hard liquor for the effect, not so much the taste or instant enjoyment. I could use a drink right now. I could use someone bashing a log against my skull and knocking me unconcious as well, but let's stay positive.

he is journalist,but an unknown one :)
Of course he goes everywhere,so sometimes we can only meet once a month,maybe less...And his age has always been a thing that everyone gossips around,it's that my gf's,or my relatives who's known his age,but i don't care,he doesn't have a serious character and i'm mature by myself,my same-age friends seems to me a kid,but i love him to death and i know it's not a teeny thing that will fade away

Well, one thing I have learned from this website, is not to judge personal choices involving love and relationships. I wish you the best of luck in your love life, and I wish him the best of luck in success as a journalist.

I'm going to grab something to drink, and maybe a piece of bread. Haven't eaten yet today, my stomach is killing me.

buh-bye you two
I need to go now
Take care
Laura

Friends are at college, all but two. Charlie and Cory, both having their own serious problems involving relationships. Great timing, wouldn't you agree? In fact, I don't think they'll find out what happened for quite some time. I hide my feelings well (publicly), believe it or not, and I'm sure I'll be spending the next month recovering while attempting to hold the pieces of my two C friends together. Ah, the life of me. Thank goodness I have online friends to escape to and with. Unfortunately, most of them have gone to bed long ago. I am left with you two, and now, wait..only one of you, seems Laura is departing. FORTUNATELY, Abby, you seem to be doing the trick. Whatever you're doing or talking about, keep it up..unless you need to go to bed, then I understand, and feel free to go. I'll be fine.

Sloths, I like sloths. They can't crawl on the ground, they are left helpless when fallen from trees. Poor creatures. Am I wrong or have you previously stated to resemble sloths in phsyical appearance? I remember that. Ha, funny image.

Chairs, I'm sitting in one with wheels. It is too noisy.

Broccoli, well, as I'm sure millions have said..broccoli looks like little trees. What is the plural of broccoli? Is it the same?

Hahahahahaha, please define the word you just said: Septal-hippocampal theta! That is great.

Survive like a sloth? Haha, I wouldn't say that. Apparently, YOU would. Explain the connection please.

Chairs...I prefer beds or couches.

Broccoli, raw? No! I like steamed or cooked. Raw is fine I suppose, but I'm not much of a broccoli fan anyhow. I prefer...red bell pepper or carrots.

Alright, I'm sure the definition would not do much in the way of entertainment anyway. Haha, oh well. Let's see, I wouldn't mind talking about...

Well, I'm not really sure. Ah, do you still keep in touch with Darwin? I'm thinking I was one of the reasons he left! Oops.

A shame, you two would've made a nice couple. Haha, I'm kidding, please don't blush.

Well, I'm sure you could look up the reason (crappy reason) if it meant anything to you. I, however, will not look it up. Sorry.

No. We stopped emailing when he decided to leave this website. He joined the navy, apparently being deported April 30th or sometime around then. I found that odd, one such as himself, supporting the government. I honestly don't care. Haha, I'm not really thinking about Darwin at all. Trying to, but can't. Maybe it's time for me to go to bed and hope sleep finds me.

There are many 'theories' involving dreams, but "something to do with" is probably accurate. Now I'm curious. I'll probably look up the definition within the next 24 hours. Thanks Abby (for talking to me).

Take care, and goodnight. Get your work done!