Obsessive Fan

This might sound like a very strange topic, but well, yeah.
I am A HUGE fan of My Chemical Romance and I think I am in love with the lead singer Gerard Way.
It's really weird, since the first time I saw him on MTV, I was hooked. And lately, I actually cry myself to sleep because I know that my chances of even just meeting him (or seeing them in concert) are just about zero. I love him. I want to be with him. i would sell my soul (which I'm not even sure if I still own it) to just be able to meet him, touch his face and tell him how much I love him (and maybe ask him to marry me)
God, this is SOO hard. I have NEVER felt this much for ANY guy. I know a lot of you will say it's because he's in the public eye and that i am in love with the idea of him and the fame and not him. but it's HIM I'm in love with!!! him being "famous" or whatever just made it easier for me to find him...

I just want him to know I exist.

Aweh, they're one of my favorite bands as well, and I always joke about marrying his brother, the bassist, Mikey Way...he's such a cutie! But there are a lot of teenage girls out there wishing to be with Gerard and whatnot, my best friend always talks about him just like you do and yeah she's pretty obsessed with him too.

Here's an idea: He's just a guy let him be. Thinking you are in love with him without knowing him is a bit much.