...killing my mind and spirit

i am stressed, but not falling apart. i'm more or less giving up, or maybe i'm just being realistic. i think i'm gonna drop my religion class tmrw. i can't write the 8-10 page research paper, nor do i want to. sigh. i think way too slow. or maybe i just don't care right now. so much to rant about. so little that can be done about it. a test and a paper are what's pressing me tonight. my roommate's depressed. the room isn't a happy environment. the weekend nor the holiday brings any hope of relief. i'm somewhere between depressed and completely numb. both hinder progress, but i'd rather be numb. matter of fact, i think i already am.

i just needed to spit that out. school is killing me. i hate it, but it's my life right now. therefore, i hate my life right now. does anyone else feel like the winter time depresses and stresses the heck outta you? oh well, thx for listening. ;-)

hei jay...talking about your school is stress....why dun you think aboutwhen going to universities for futher studies....take it easy...there always a way out of every trouble and problems ok..>???? When you are stress up why dun you try taking off time listening to a soft music or take a walk around the block to clear evrything off your mind? About the thing on your mind think very slow......can't blame on yourself, natural one.....so take it easy. Why dun you try to make a mind maps when you read a note for easy memorizing. The way i read is i make joke out of everything i read so when i wanted to review back i think of the joke. I know you can do it...if you want contact me for futher study ways...ok...??? forevertrue321@yahoo.com

thanx for the advice. yeah, i'm a little more relaxed now, just taking a study break. it's 4 a.m. right now, and i'm extremely exhausted. but i've gotta keep going. test at 11 a.m. sigh. i can't wait until the weekend. :-/