Trust problems and Depression...come hand and hand

I'm 16 and i grew up way to fast. I am practically a mother. No, not my children...there is no way i would do that. I take care of my siblings most of the day when i'm not at school. And I've gone so far into depression that I can't see the light anymore. What makes it worse, everyone I've ever trusted in my whole life, has betrayed me. Stabbed me in the back. Every. Single. Person. my parents. my best friends. my first love. Every one of them. Is there any way out of this pain? Every single blow forces me farther and farther into this darkness called depression and I worry that soon I won't ever be able to get out. I can't trust anyone...so I'm starting not to talk at school. Any ideas?

First of all hats of to you for looking after your brothers and sisters. That's a big responsibilty to have at your age and I really admire you. I don't know if you're going to like what I have to say but I'll say it anyway. Not everyone has stabbed you in the back. Your siblings are there and though they maybe younger than you they are apart of you and you're their role model. Be a good, strong one for them. Depression is a horrible condition but what you need to do right now is see a doctor and get some professional help. There are people out there than you can trust and who can help. Try talk to your school counciler (sorry I can't spell!) they'll probably be able to steer you in the right direction.
Good Luck and I wish you well.

Sounds like you need "me" time.....i was there i went into a depression cuz i did soo much and i didnt have time to figure myself out..i grew up too fast too....i forgot what it felt to be a kid......im 16 and things arent as easy as the used to be! take some time out of your day even if it has to be at school like a lunch and just take the time to think to yourself or get a book and read....do something that you can benefit from.....you will see light again i promise!!! :) big hugs! email me or comment if ya need anything!!!
amanda