to ne1 who need some1 to listen, i am here and my ears are open

hey i know alot of you need to talk to people who wont judge or critisize and i wont. I swear.
Love always
PK

well i am not a cutter but i can knida see where your coming from. You feel like you want to die because you can't cut for fear that they will see the cuts and send you to a crazy place. You prolbley had a terrible week btu trust me things could be worse. I can't really say what you could do. UM try getting a CD with storms and rain on it. listen to it when you feel like your going to cut. And when that dosent work cry, cry till you have no more tears to cri, then come on here and talk to us. It helps this is what a friend of mine did when she was cutting and had a simlar situation. If none of this works hit somthing. any thing( perfurably NOT living JK) just to get the stress out. My friend used to go to the guy adn puch the punching bag till she couldn't lift her arms. Well this is the best i can do. I hope that everything works out ok.
Love always
PK
if you need to talk e-mail me at storm_babe_409@hotmail.com
love ya

DON"T yuo DARE think of killing your self. adn in this situation i am glad that you are scared of knives,
love always
PK

don't you dare hurt your self. You may nt thinik that you have friends but you do and ne time you want to talk tll me and i'll listen. I know somepeople at school who could help.(MRS. Bodenhaffer???How do you spell that? ) You can always go to her. I do all the time when i feel over whelmed and feel like i want to cut or selfharm or just beat the crap out of shannon greg jason curtis or corey. it helps to get it out. TRUST ME!!!! you know that i don't lie. If you want i could go with you. well if i see that rubber band on your arm on monday i'll make you talk to me, you have all my classes but guy and homeroom.
love always
PK

Rachel
DON"T KILL your self. nothing is worth giving up your life iknow i have felt like i wanted to kill my self many times but my friends have pulled me out of it. Your friend only told because they love you and are worried. I know this because i told my consler when my friends cutting got really bad. I only did it because she wouldn't listen to me or talk to me, she was getting very depressed and wanted to kill her self. So i told. I know that she hates me ight now but at leats i am not talking to her grave.
If your going to do this all i can do is talk to you and try to stop you but ultimanty it's your choice. but befor you do this listen.
If you kill urself now...

Your friends and parents will never again be able to hug you and kiss you to tell you how much they love you.
You will never again feel the warmth of a smile or the happiness of haveingn your crush talk to you.
your parents will every night sit on your bed and cry trying to figure out why they couldn't see that you felt so bad.
You will never again see a christmas tree light up and the joy on little kids faces when they open their unknown gifts.
You will never again know the joy of waking up and looking oout the window and seeing the first snow o they ground or the first flowers blooming.
Never again will you see your friends smiling faces or feel their warm hearts.

If your going to do this then none of this is ever going to happen again. Think long and hard befor you do this, think about all the friends you have here and at honme. think of how many people will cry every time the see your picture, and think of how many long years your parents will spend tryingto figure out why you did it and how many years your family and friends and even your enemies will blame their selves.
again PLEAS DON"T DO THIS!!!! YOU WILL HURT SO MANY PEOPLE AND SOMANY LOVE YOU>
A gain it's your choice but plz consider the above.
Love always
PK
email me @ storm_babe_409@hotmail.com
or hotchick974@hotmail.com
or good_grl_gone_bad_409@yahoo.com
or bterry@ligtel.com

Rachel???????? r u there? post somthing plz i am sooo worried.
love always
PK

lilA she will understand. You have to give her that chance, maybe she can help you. I will go with you if you want me to.
Love always
PK