Story about ex bf plez tell me what you think

All the things you did to me I never thought I could forgive All the times You said you were sorry I should have forgiven you I know the things I said to you on that day were harsh but you have to understand the pain that you put me through and than try and say you have nothing to do with what's on my writs I have a cut for every time you lied I have a cut for every time you hit me You have a lot to do with it so I made you understand I showed you my cuts and you started to cry you now understand but its to late I hate the things you did to me and what you made me become I told you I hated you and never again did I want to see you and i left you there with tears in your eyes and that was the last time I was ever to see you. Get a call a few days later you wanted to see me you begged me please and I still said no this went on for hours and hours and finally you gave up and said ok but remember this "I will love you until the end" I did not think much of this I did not even care i went on with my day with that phone call still in the back of my head thoughts came to mind I wonder why he wanted to see me????? a few hours later word comes to me that you are died tears start to fall down my face as I walk into the room were your body lies so cold and still its didn't hit until than Your really gone I look at your body I sit and touch your cold face as my tears fall from my face onto your body i look at you body and I see the words For Jess curved into your skin......
I cry over the fact that your gone and that you killed your self over me cause you thought I hated you I should have told you I Loved you I should have told you that my feelings for you are Love not really hate
I hate my self for letting you die with the thoughts that I hated you ....
I will Love you until the end are the words you should have died with ..

Ture story about My boy friend well Ex Chris and my self