Depression,pain,hurt,and loss

I feel sorry for you.. Well I personally advice.. try not to think about it. It Happened so its in the past. whats important is the present and the future to look for.. -excuse my bad english

Unfortunately that place in your heart will never go away but it will mend. I can't imagine what you are going through but it must be so tough. I can not advise you accept to get some professional help. A councellor (please excuse my spelling) would be good. I'm sorry for your loss.

I deffinately know where you're coming from. when i was 8 my mom died of hepititis, when i was 14 i lost my boyfriend and 6 days after his death i lost two other best friends, a year later i lost a good friend in the war...so i've been where you are and i agree with everyone else...it will never go away. losing someone is the hardest thing in the entire world but you know that they would't want you to be unhappy, your brother would want you to enjoy your life. remember the good times, remember his smile, his voice, the way he acted...you have to learn to accept it or it will kill you from the inside. i'm deeply sorry for your loss, i am and i know where your coming from...i'm always here, my email is lil1Chica@yahoo.com if you ever want to talk

I know that's a hurt that will never vanish. Losing family
has a very deep impact, needless to say. I hope you and the rest of your family will be well.

Write a poem, release your emotions, if that doesn't work talk to someone. I've had enough stuff to deal with in my life and after I get it out it really helps. Take it from someone who his entire life has been through hell.