Ah. There's so much depressing love on this site. I thought I'd share my love. =] If you're brave enough to read this, then wow. =]]
This is to the one I love with all my heart and soul. Just a little rant, if you want to hear about happy love for once.
I remember, when I was 13, I wished to find 'true love' on my birthday candles. A year later, or so, I met the love of my life; the one I've been with for tow years and will be with the rest of my life. =]] That's why I call her my Birthday Cake Wish Come True. =]]
``````````````````````````````````````````
To Jae --
"I love her. I love her so much. No one has any idea what I feel when I say this. I love her. She makes me happier than words could bare to explain, and if they some how could, I would never be able to tell you how much I love her because every time I'm with her my mind goes completely blank. She is amazing. She is everything to me; I love her as much as the moon loves the stars. I owe her my life, my love, my heart, my everything. I love her with all my heart and I know I know it; I can feel it in my heart. My heart screams a thousand times "I Love Her!" with no regret. I would do everything for this girl, anything, just because she asked. When I am with her, nothing matters. I don't care about myself; nothing else matters; I only care about her. I would die a thousand deaths so she felt no pain, and I would do it again and again just to hold her in my arms. I would die for her with a smile on my face, because I know the death was right, for I died for the one I love. When I died, I would give up my place in Heaven to go to Hell just for one more minute to be with her. So I can tell her one more time how much she means to me. An eternity of suffering is nothing compared to what I would feel if I could not tell her that. I love you.
I wish I could swear all this to her. Tell her "I swear by our love," but I can't. Because I have nothing to swear by. Nothing will last as long as our love. People will die, the sky will fall, but my love will never fade, my passion will never die, and my heart will always be engraved with her name. She has my heart, my soul, my mind, my body; my everything. Without her, I am like the sun without a world to shine upon. She makes me who and what I am. She's what keeps me sane, keeps me here, and makes life worth living. I fall asleep, I dream of her, and I wake up thinking about her. I have never felt a fear as strong as the fear that I might lose her. The world could end, but it would mean nothing compared to the thought of losing her. If she were to leave, she would take everything; my heart, my soul, my mind, my love, my happiness, my every being. She is the one that really showed me all this in the first place. I love you.
This woman is my savior, my Jesus. If it weren't for her, I would have no faith in whatever is in the sky above us and if it weren't for her, I wouldn't be here. And for that, I owe her my life, and will give her just that, including all else that I could give. I will be faithful to her, until the day I die and beyond. Even if she hated my guts, knowing that she once loved me would be enough. She will always be my best friend, my love, my knight in shining amour. I would do anything and everything for this girl. She has my heart and I never want it back!
She truly is my love, my soul mate, my best friend, my heart, my love, my life, my everything. No matter what I am feeling, sadness or glee, I go to her, because she's always there. Whenever I am happy, it's because of her and nothing else. She has my heart and I never want it back, so when she is gone I can love no more. She deserves all of my heart and no matter how much she hates me, I'll always give her just that. I wish I could give her so much more, but life limits us to only so much. I am nothing without love.
I wish I could say so much more. Words just could never explain nor time allow how much I love you. I could talk forever about how wonderful you are and how much I adore you and how much you mean to me. We may fight constantly, but know it's only because I care so much for you and I have the constant fear of losing you. I could never lose you; you are what makes me whole. I love you.
Jae, you make my life worth living, you make it amazing. I swear I was born for solely you and nothing more. With a few simple words you can change my world. I would take on the entire world, fight the world, to hear those simple words: "I Love You." Death is no longer a virtue for all I need is love. Death does not scare me, and the only reason I do not die is because my heart will never stop beating for you. Thank you Jae. Thank you for everything. I love you."
From, Sheena S. Drake
Who's your Birthday Cake Wish Come True? =]
|