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Yeah, yeah I know =P Not very creative but hey, thats what happens when I do it =P lol
So how are things going for you right now Marsha?
Don't even ask how I'm doing right now because I have no idea *.* Lance told me he loves me yesterday *which happened to be our 1 week anniversary* and although it's great that he loves me *since I'm falling for him pretty fast* it scares the hell out of me =P I have a small problem with commitment because if things start getting like that I want to run *if that made any sense* I'm SO scared and confused but really happy to because he always makes me feel and safe *starts to cry* I don't know what I'm doing and I'm really scared that he's going to leave me *a old fear because of the last guy* I really don't want to love him because then it'll hurt twice as bad if it doesn't work and he leaves me =( but we're going to the prom together *I've never been to anything like that before* and that scares me a little to because I really don't like dancing around ANYONE and he's already told me that he's gonna make me =P
I would really love to hear your advice here and what you think I should do =P PLEASE help me here *.*
Very confused and lost, Rhea

Awww Rhea don't be scared, and I'm telling you, if you run and he doesn't go after you, I'm going after you for him hehehe nah, but still it's okay to be scared, it's like love. ^_^ and you know what, enjoy every moment you do have with him, becuz wat I learned is, Don't plan anymore than tomorrow, savor the moment, don't go off planning your own retirement. and you know what, coming from I know it's true. and if you guys split, it won't hurt as much. And note, I didn't say it won't hurt at all, cuz it will, but don't turn away, cuz one chance in a million it's destiny, and you know, it's a dang good experience for you even if it doesn't last til you're in your golden years together trust me, he might not be the right guy forever but he's the right guy for now. ^_^ oh and if I haven't covered everything just tell me cuz I just pretty much woke up lol luv ya!

Argh I'm bored....

Hehehe You always seem to be bored Marsha lol You need to get yourself a boyfriend *I don't see how anyone could ever get bored with a boyfriend* lol =P
I would love to give you some of the craziness from my life if your that bored lol My 17th birthday is Monday and we're having the party on Sunday but my friends aren't very good at keeping track of the game plans so just about the time that I think that everythings worked out some says so what are your plans and whats going on? *GGRRR* lol Driving me crazy xD
I alway write when I'm bored, lonely, or depressed so hehehe start writing some new poems for me to read xD

I've written plenty have u read them? hehehe ^_^

*trying to stop all the happy tears* Marsha You've gotta go check out Lance's poem *big happy grin* He goes by Impulse =D It made me cry and I still haven't stopped hehehe God I love him *big happy grin*

Awww I'm totes taking your word for it!!!^_^

Hehehe OMG that guy is the sweetest man I have EVER met lol and to think, he doesn't believe me when I tell him he's the sweetest, nicest guy =P lol I think that anyone who read his poem would say that he's one in a million ^.^ I have no idea what in the world I could ever have done to deserve such a fantastic guy ^.^ lol

Oh u must have saved his life or something :P

Lol What makes you say that Marsha? *bare with me here I'm behind in sleep =P*
and if you've written any like that Shay then I hope that you have a girl that knows how lucky she is =)
*dances around* *can't stop grinning* I get to spend most of the day *from the time he gets out of school on to about 9pm* with Lance tomorrow ^.^ I haven't seen him since Monday and I miss him SO much =P OMG I'm turning into one of those sappy, crazy people that everyone laughs at aren't I? lol =P Someone save me from such a fate!!! hehehe I should warn you, I get really strange *more then normal that is* when I'm tired lol

Lol ya think :P

Lmao How are you doing today Marsha?

Hehehe why I'm just cheery thankyouverymuch ^_^ how bout u?

Hey! hey! you! you! I don't like your girlfriend! lol I LOVE this song! Girlfriend-Avril Lavigne

Hi guys!!! i have missed so much, im back from my holiday now lol hows everyone going?

Argh...I'm bored. sigh. anyone? anyone? well....talk to me ppl! or write random stuff for me to read.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG..... thats alll i got lol
i really am incredibally bored as well... i think i will
make a word pyramid

......................./l\
...................../am\
.................../really\
................./reallllllly\
.............../massively \
............./incredibally! \
.........../unbeliaveabally\ <-- i know its spelt wrong
........./absolutely.stupidly\
......./insanely.totes.bored \
...../~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~\
.../*********************.\
./antidisestablishmentarianism\
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hehe wow i need to get a hobby!

=] creativeness.... so proud :)

It wont let me put a picture on my profile :(

O.O that is SO cool Lucy *jaw drops* doing stuff like that takes WAY to much time for me =P and WELCOME BACK!!! We've missed you =D I hope that you had a great time though ^.^ I can't wait till September and I get to go see a part of my family that I haven't seen in years =)
Well I still need to get some sleep since I'm spending the day with Lance hehehehe I know, I know, I'm caught =D and you know what? I LOVE IT! lol reading that poem that he put on here still makes me grin and make it so I can't believe my luck ^.^
hehehe Anyway, I'm sure you guys are tired of hearing about this by now xD lol
Take care you both and it good to have you back Lucy =)
Rhea

There's no way we'll get tired of hearing juicy stuff between u and lance ^_^

Haha i second Marshas motion haha i missed you to =] and yeah no way we will get sick of it lol

Hehehe we want to know every little details about ya'll, us deprived of love pretty butterflyz are curious about someone with a love life hehehe ^_^ but seriously we'll never get sick of it we'll always be here to listen and repond (literally)

Ohhh yes marsha mellow!!!
i totally agree!!!
la la
xoxo
gabriella

Hehehe

Hehehehe xD Thanks y'all hehehe *my grandma was from Texas xD* If I wasn't already flying higher then is legal because I'm so happy *I mean I hardly EVER stop grinning these days =) and when I do I just have to think about him* then you would've made me start grinning *I never stop these days though lol*
Well, Monday was our 2 week and I'll have known him a total of 5 weeks on Thursday *I can't believe how fast I'm moving on most things =P* and you know what? The best way to describe him is just...WOW!...lol =) Boy oh Boy can that guy kiss! lol
He told me that he loved me after knowing me for 3 weeks *dating 1 week* and I'm still getting used to it =) No guy has ever told me that he loved me, wanted me yes =P, but never loved me just the way I am ^.^
I'm terrified that history is going to repeat it's self but he's already made it clear that he plans on staying around for as long as I'll keep him *now I just have to get that through my head* and we compromise on EVERYTHING xD I wish you two could met him =)
hehehe Every time I'm around him or think about him or read a email or poem he writes me *he has a new one on here by the way =)* I fall in love all over again =D

Hehehe that's so sweet. ^_^

Afternoon wonderful people ^.^
How are you both doing on this wonderful day?

Hmmm, lets see........ im tired lol stayed up all night last night playing drinking games... i forgot i had work today lol

Lol I just hanged at home but before that I was at the blues so yeah pretty uneventful day. =/

Whats the blues Marsha??

It's a club ^_^ me and my friends hang out there a lot we might as well own the place. lol

*Sigh* I've got...36 minutes until I get to see Lance and ....WHHAAAA it's taking to long xD Yes I'm a little crazy and weird xD But I'm sure you guys wouldn't want me to be anyother way =D
I can't wait till summer break when we don't have to work around the bloody school =P make my life soooo much easier lol
Well I'm going to go get a few last minute things done for my mom before I leave to met him =)
*huge hugs to all* love you guys =)
Rhea

Crazy and weird?!??! pfff..:P you're perf normal! hehehe well to us anyways ^_^and yes, we wouldn't want you any other way....well maybe but that's not the point hehehe*hugs* ^_^ tell us all about it later!

HEY! *GGRRR* You might want me to be different o.O *starts to pout* LMFAO xD
Well I had a fantastic day =) Watched 2 movies at his house although I only watched about half of both of them *blushes really bad* lol He understands that I.... uummm....haven't had that much actually experience with guys so he's...WOW...thats all I can say hehehe
He's scared that I'm going to leave him if he lets me see his...more darker side =P but like I told him tonight when you love someone you don't just love them for their good side you love them for both sides because it takes both sides ^.^ He's had 2 long term relationships before me and I can tell you that both of them really screwed him up and played with his head really bad =( Now I have to find ways to counter act what they did to him and keep reminding him that I'm not them and not going to do what they did =P
hehehe He pretty much told me that he wants to marry me sometime down the road =P Well he said that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me and that he always wants to be with me and no one else and he never will and that he can't lose me because he thinks he couldn't make it through that =( but then I don't think that I could either =P I've already been to the edge and come close to ending it and I don't think that I could survive without him being there =P
I'm really happy but I'm also really lost and confused lol What do you guys think that I should do? I didn't say much to this other then that I don't want to lose him and that I'm not going to go anywhere and will always be here ^.^ and that if anything ever makes me have to leave that I wouldn't go willingly and would find a way to come back =) but he said that he would want to go with me instead even though I told him that I would never ask him to do that =P *GGRRR* I'm so confused and happy and scared and...GAH! lol
*sorry that this turned out so long* hehehe =)

OMG I'm like crying cuz it's so sweet! Girl you are one lucky girl, and you know Lance is one lucky guy ^_^ Oh wow...I'm so happy for you. He's one of a kind and you know what, hold on to him really tight okay? You never know if there is anyone else in the world like that. That's really all I have to say...wow ^_^ *tears of happiness*

Yeah I know that he's one of a kind and that I'm one of the luckiest girls alive =D I plan on holding on as tight as I can and believe me, I never want to let him go ^.^ and no, I don't think that there is anyone anywhere in the world anything like him or that I could ever be so happy with =)
If you want to know the newest things that are going on check out the post "I love you no matter what" in the Love & Romance part of this discussion board =) I really don't know what I did that was so wonderful to deserve him ^.^ lol

Awwww....tears of happiness for ya! ^_^ you are sooo lucky to have him and you know what, he's so lucky to have you. Oh, lucky ppl! lol :P oh god sugar rush. lol ^_^

OMG This was on the second page! O.O

hehehehe Whats up in your guys lifes?

Things are find here other then completely blowing me away with how fantastic Lance is lol We've hit a few bumps but so far we're riding them and doing great =) We did end-up having the whole sex talk yesterday online *since I'm a chicken when it comes to face to face stuff* and he was VERY nice about it =) He thinks that we've hit the point in our relationship where we can handle it but that he isn't going to push me or anything and that he's still going to love me and want me just the same if we did it now or a year from now ^.^ Thank GOD! =) I told him that it was a big step and that although I KNOW that I wouldn't regret it...I'm just not ready and that maybe we should wait for a little while and see where things are =P He was completely fine with that =D