plz help!

hi erm i was just wondering if anyone could help me with advice because im really confused...
ive been with my boyfriend for 8 months now and quite a while ago i cheated on him when i was drunk(i didnt sleep with him) i dint tell my boyfriend because i didnt no how and i was so scared of loosing him because hes the best thing thats ever happened to me! my so called best friend got quite jelous of how close we were and the other night at a party told everyone what had happened hoping to break us up, my boyfriend got told what had gone on and said he coulnt finish with me but now i dont know what to do because all of my main friends have fell out with me over what had happened except from one who they have also fell out with for being friends with me and ive really hurt my boyfriend! I dont understand why my 'best friend' is trying to hurt me so much as she has also added extra parts on to what actually happned and made sure the whole of my school herd it which is makin mark hurt even more even though i can see he is trying his best not to show it, i dont deserve him and i feel really guilty about them all being nasty to my friends that have stuck by me..i just havnt got a clue what to do or who to turn to because i dont want to hurt any more people ??????

In the past, there must have been some sort of tension between u and ur 'best friend' because ppl like her don't change overnight and decide to destroy the happiness in ur life the next day.
Personally, you must be a caring and trustworthy girl because not MANY ppl say "i don't deserve him" nor "I don't want to hurt any more ppl". That i know about you.
It seems like the whole world has turned against you and ur under fire as well as ur loyal friends. This must be the hardest problem so far...If i was you, i would try, try and find a quiet moment between you and ur boyfriend. There, express to him ur feelings and apology. Hopefully, he will understand that the reason why you didn't tell him about ur dark secret was because u care about him. Try and reignite the flame between u and him again because ur jealous 'best friend' told ppl at the party about ur misconduct because she wanted to separate u 2. Don't let her take away the best thing in ur life. If you don't act, ur 'best friend' would have won and you would have lost.
I truly hope you resolve ur problem and enjoy life once again. Good luck! :)

helena.......first of all...i would ask you why do you wanted to drink...????? Don't drink because it will lead to only doing wrong....if you really love him try to show him by not drinking show him that you will never going to do the same mistake twice,ok...???? As you say he is the best, try to treasure because in this world it is not easy to find someone who is good and do love you...ok...??? As i might end stay undrunken and wish you the best!!!

hi.. erm i saw my boyfriend today and we are getting on well though he is the one that is trying to cheer me up and i know it should be the other way around?!it seems i have some very good lad m8s who arent as bitchy as girls and have been gr8 2 me...mark is the best and we are not going to let anything come between us again! Also ive quit drinking entirely as i dont think it brings out the best in me

I'm glad that things have turned out right, Helena. :)