I Want To Breathe.

Lately all ive thought about is offing myself-i go through phases of this and normally perk up after a couple of hours but this has lasted a couple of days now, i dont want to but its all i think about, i feel like im choking and all i want is to be able to just breathe. when i think about my family, boyfriend and friends i start to feel guilty-guilty for something i havnt even done. im not really after comments, i just had to get this feeling out in the open.

October x

Wise choice...
Well just try to find some hope in something or someone....because even though there can be dark clouds in our lives....behind the dark clouds the sun always shines...you just have to find the way there

^^ I agree, find the silver lining in the clouds (cheesy but true). If you can't live for yourself live for those who love you.
Don't wish your life away- some people die before they have the chance to truly live.
xXx

I think it's great that you got the feeling out in the open in some way instead of keeping it to yourself. It might not seem like things will ever get better but think bout this, if you decide to end things then you'll never know. One of my friends recently said something to me and it really touched me so I'm gonna share it with you: When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot and hold on.
xx

Thanx all... i just tied that knot at the end of my rope, im holding on tight now.

october xx

I'm going through somehing like that right now. but the best advice is to try to find someway to let all of the hurt pain and feelings out befor you become where i was a year ago. talk to anyone who will listen. i will listen if you want someone to talk to. that is the only way i found myself back from where i was last year. no one needs to be there espically not you nor anyone. like i said i'm here if you need someone to vent to or just listen. So try that it might just work. I hope it gets better. Good luck!