Will someone help me?

At the moment I dont know what to do..I am like total upset and hearing another voice again..*mumbles* I do cut and I cut more often *takes deep breath* Someone do email or me leave a message on here somewhere please...

Ashley, hun, :( i have the same problem. i hear these voices telling me to stop and give up all the time, and i heave faint screams... i suggest listening to a gentle music to destract you from those horrible voices, i do hope i helped, if oyu need to talk i'd be more than happy to listen

I dont know what to do anymore..I want to tell my friend of all my problems but she deals with her own stuff. She doesn't cut or hear voices like I do..At the moment its my family and my supposely boyfriend I dont know what to do..I can leave till I am 18..I know they love me but they dont push like I want its like I feely to cut or something..Come on I wear a long sleeve t shirt when its hot or my hoodie 24 7 once more..I dont this off and on since I was in 8th grade and now I am in 10th..One sister that got to move with her friends parnets to get out of the rat hole we live in..Just a few moments ago she was bragging about her grades..Yes I know I am not smart or as pretty..She gets her way most of the time..Only reason I dont got a job yet is they wear t shirts and I cant not what with my arm..Damn it I just what to slice so bad and show them what they do to me...As for my boyfriend he lives a good admount away and I havnt heard from him since earily sunday morning..today all I got from him..sorry baby phone lines down on a off line message...he was the only one from me listeng to the voice

Ashley, my life style is so similare to yours. just remember, its okay to cry. if people say your weak just disreguard them and cry until you feel like stopping, another thing, if your boyfriend is blowing you off or cheating on you, just remember that you can always just be indipendant. i don't really cut much anymore, but i do remember that is doesn't help, all your doing is hurting yourself. what you need to do is tell your parents how you feel, and don't be afraid, time can heal some wounds. and what time doesn't heal, you must heal yourself. do your best to remember that by killing/cutting yourself. your only bringing pain to others. and it'll continue in a circle, you need to trigger the problem and try to kill the pain, not continue it. just let the cuts heal and let your feelings out any way you can - except for self injury, and it IS okay to cry. trust me, i used to think that it wasn't okay to cry and the pain just kept bottleing up. you really must let it out.
- hope this helps, and i'm still listening