So angry .need.to.breathe.

Ok well i'm currently angry and need to say something

i recently had a talk to my mum about my life and in the conversation primary school was brought up for me. i find that a lot of the negative beliefs i have about myself have come from teachers who taught me throughout my childhood. in angers me to know that people who are put in positions of trust and authority can abuse it. telling a child who is 7 that she is the only person who can't leave class early because she is bad and annoying is something that can scar people deeply. i know that there are many adults in this world who had terrible times at school and are still affected by it today. my mum told me the other night that my year 4 teacher (when i was 9) talked to my mum and said that he found me wierd and different and that is probably why the other children didn't like me. my point it that there were atleast 30 teachers at the school one of them should have realised that this little girl had something wrong with her and maybe something was happening. if they had bothered to help then maybe i could have been saved from many years of hell. high school however is a lot different, teachers there are more caring and recognise when a student needs help. all over the world children and even adolescents are probably to scared to talk to anyone and desperately need help but no one is bothering to recognise. i think that as soon as an adult is put in a position of authority and power and often when they are working with children they should be taught the danger signs. and anyone who has the guts to sink so low as to humiliate a child for some sort of self gratification shouldn't even be given the title of a human being. but don't get me wrong there still are some incrediable teachers out there i just wish there were more of them...your thoughts

I agree. i hate teachers. but that's because i went to a school full of wankers. i was pretty much singled out in my last year by a teacher who lives down my road and did all that nightmares stomach aches crying crap and ended up going in one morning and just leaving the school altogether. any dream with her in that i get i find sick and i probably won't even get closure in the fact that if my mum sees her she wants to rip her hair out and drag her around by the ears, but really all you can do is try and forget it, because teachers can abuse their trust easily, and leave you with a horrible taste of them in your mouth and there's still not even that much you can do about it.
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Thanks that means a lot. i actually think that's a great idea to write a letter to an ex teacher, could be soothing maybe in the future i may have the courage to do so too.

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I tend to not get on teachers' radar, I'm not at school long enough.