Why this.

Im adopted and i got to live with my half sister who has been there through it all but doesnt seem to understand being a sister....Im sailing in life and shes stuggling..Well my problem is that i got in a fight with her and she said things that i would never say....She told me that i was a rape baby (true my mom was raped and thats how i was born she didnt want me( she died a few months after i got tooken away form her because of abuse by my half sisters dad wh didnt like me because iw asnt his) and that i wasnt suppose to be here she also called me horrible names...she teared me down to tears and i havent done anything and she then yells at me for crying....should i not be crying? She just doesnt understand me and when i feel like i can confide in her she tears me down with wat i tell her....Nobody gets me and then she thinks i shld just get over when she presents her half hearted sorry..This isnt somthing i can just get over she tore me apart..and doesnt care..Theres going to be a next time..i Cnt help but cry...Why does it seem so wrong to cry and feel broken?

It's not wrong to cry and feel broken. She really hurt your feelings and you have every right to feel how you do. You probably feel like you shouldn't feel this way because she's your half sister. But I'm telling you, there is nothing wrong with you, she's the one that has problems. Perhaps you should suggest that she goes to see someone. And if you need to talk to someone and she won't listen then maybe talk to a trusted friend or a counsellor. You can always feel free to pm me as well. Good luck. Hope things turn out for the best
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Thanks..I appreciate people like u in life. <3

No problem. Just hope I could help you in some way.
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