is this wrong? PLZ HELP!!

Is it wrong to wake up every day and ask why god wants you to live? Or to constantly question the fact that you are alive? I wake up and ask myself why must i put through test after test? I feel so bad like i betraied God by asking these questions, but this is what i feel. Is it wrong to feel this way?
Plz help,
Love always
PK

i feel the same way too. i am not sure if it is wrong or not because it is your feelings and you cant help the way you feel.

I dont really think that it is wrong. Every person questions their excistance. I often do it and it is only human to ask these questions. Life is supposed to be difficult yet it is the way you handle the situation and it is how you handle urself.

If you don't question what is right then you are just a lemming who could be following the wrong path with many others. Even if you are sure you should question everything just in case cos you might have missed something and don't want to be fooled. This doesn't really make sense but i tried.

cassi,
i didn't mean that like that. You are one of my BEST friends i know hat i can talk to you and you help keep me alive, but o forget it i don't feel like doing this over the enternet i will talk to you tomarrow. that is if you thinkl hat i can talk to you.
gtg bianca