what should i do?

I was really starting to fall in love agian with this boy named 'Is' and the day befor he was going to come over witch i was so excited and happy about, i here he was all over this other girl in a club! When i talked to him about it, he said they just did 1 dance and he thinks she's cute and they go to the same school and its not what i think. Then the next day i had another oy come over 'J' and we really hit it off and he got sad every time i said something about 'Is' but 'J' has a girlfriend! We burnt and ripped everything from 'Is' together :) But i kinda believe 'Is' and i miss what we have but i really dont want all the problems. I know i should move on but its not that easy :(

go with your heart

I really want things to work with me and 'Is' But i have tried so many times and i get hurt so much and now my friends all hate him!

Its so hard! I have no one to talk to because no one understands! I really want it to workwith Is but i always get hurt but its not exactly his fault, its just too hard but then agian to hard to get over him!

Believe me, I understand entirely. I am in that situation right now. My boyfriend, who in your equivilent would be "Is", is a great guy and I love him to death, but I am crying myself to sleep like every night because of him. I also like this other guy, who is long distance. I can't handle the long distance. I am stuck too. *shrugs*
~BF~