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I dont know what to do with my self latly i feel really kind of fat even though i know im not, every time i go for a little snake every now and again i hate my self for it because i know im not hungry.

im not exacly the most confident of people after being bullied for nearly 5 years its taken every thing to even talk up in class, i can never say my feeling to my friends even when they know there is some thing wrong with me i just dont know how to say what i feel with out hurting them, or sounding totaly off my head.

Your friends are there to confide in, you need to learn they won't judge you because that's what they're there for. Expresisng your problems won't offend them, I hope. If they don't understand they're not proper friends and you need new ones. You shouldn't be scared to open up. You saying you're eating when you're not hungry is probably either comfort eating or because you're bored. Distract yourself with hobbies if it is because of pure boredom, or realise what the problem is and solve it. If it's stress, relax yourself, like with a bath or watch a movie. And snacks every once in a while when you're not hungry are only normal, if fit, healthy girls eat two thousand calories a day they will stay at their current weight. Don't be scared to eat something, and don't take it too seriously, unless your weight is really going up. All you'd need to do was cut down and exercise.
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I've been bullied since kindergarten and it never stops. I don't eat much either, but when I do it's something healthy so at least I feel like I'm losing weight, even if I don't need it.
Plus girls that are all skin-and-bones are rather icky.
Curves are nicer, and prettier.
So weight isn't a bad thing, really.
Unless you're like 50 pounds overweight, there's nothing to worry about.

Dont let anything make you uncomfortable with yourself, not weight, not anything. For most of my life I have been bigger than most of my friends. But this past year many things in my own life have changed, most for the worse. And because of all of this my view on myself has changed. I had to put what other people think about me out of my head and worry about how i feel about myself. By being confident in who i am, it shows other people that i like who i am and that im not just that girl who could stand to loose a few pounds, but a strong, confident, woman, who at times is still insecure about things. I try not to let things like my weight keep me from being happy. I run, i play softball, i have great friends, i truely like who i am. My weight is part of who i am and thought i wont say that i am compleatly happy with it, i will say that ive become ok with it as its a part of me.

I feel like thatm sot of the time its only human but i f you let people make you think differently of yourself then they win, it will end when school ends and people will see who you really are thats when youll shine i promise

Thanks for all your help :)