Happyness seems so far away

I keep feeling down compleatly, i just feel like im in a box unable to get out i did try and talk to my friends today because they notised but how can i say every thing to them when i dont know fully whats putting me down... you may be wondering why im so unhappy well, my friends are like and on and off button there, there when you somtimes need them but go away after and i cant leave them there the only people i have right now i cant easly make friends at my school, most of them only know me for who they think i am from past bullies, and im to shy to even change that image.

That was very hard to read...anyways, friends are always there in some way, whether physical or not and one person will always be there for you to talk to..if you want to have a change with people, than don't be shy to change that image..or else it won't change for you. You can't do nothing about this and expect it all to go away...

But, for the meantime..I suggest you read this..

http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/discussion/topic.html?topic_id=80456

^^ Now, there's some inspiration for you.

I must also add im a very very bad at spelling and i dont always check after writing fast, sorry

Oh yeh and thanks for the link :)

Sometimes happiness is right in your face just open your eyes and see it.

Yeh, iv been thinking alot today about my problems and thought well if they hate me already there not going to hate me any more,so i should just be my self and be more open...