I’m really worried…

Hello everyone:

I am to the point where I cannot talk to anyone about this
And it is killing me. This is the story:

I became a Christian two summers ago. AT church I met
A guy at some point I really liked him. Then it became this tangled
Tragic story. Right now I have a year left in my hometown before I go off to
College in the east coast. The guy that I have these emotions for is moving this summer.
I really don’t know when. I have become emotionally attached to him. It hurts me just to
Think he will be leaving. For me I live everyday not knowing whether that is the last day I’ll see him or not.
I am really scared too, because I am not a loud confident girl. I cannot go and tell him my feelings it would be so
Different. I am holding back my wishes and hopes. This hurts me everyday.

The story just gets more and more complicated.

I also kind of like this other guy, but it’s almost the same story with him
Except we actually talk. He confuses me. He is really a nice guy too, but
There’s this feeling in my heart that I don’t feel when I’m with him.
Then there are times when I feel that he “ likes” me.

I am completely confused by everything I don’t know what to do.
All of this is in related to God. Because we were all brought together
By God. What can I do? Should I confess my feelings, forget about the first guy and open my heart to the
Other guy? The truth is right now I really need someone to talk to, like a Christian since my closest friend isn’t one
It’s so hard now to talk to anyone.

Please help me….
What do you think of this???

The only thing you can really do is talk to them. But, since you like two..that is where it becomes more complicated. You have to decide which one you like MORE and talk to him. Would it be easier to go after the one that isn't moving? Or none at all because you are leaving for college? Think about those questions, and when you reach your decision you HAVE to TALK to him. Otherwise, you'll never know what could have been and you'll go your life wondering what could have happened.

Remember, everything happens for a reason, so there is a reason that God has decided to bring ya'll together.

Best wishes.
=]

Yeah, you don't even really need to confess undying love to this guy right away ; ). You could just tell him how you're really sad about the fact that he's moving, and that you don't want to lose him. Then you might even be able to gather whether he feels similarly. And, I agree with Lush... don't just ignore it and spend the rest of your life wondering. It's a scary move to make, telling him some of your feelings, but I think it's worth it.

Thank you for these answers.

I never thought of it like that.
I’m going to be afraid.
But if the chance occurs I will say how
I feel about him going away.
Then I hope I can see if he has the same feelings.
I’m just afraid. That’s all. I hope something inspires me and allows me to
Take the chance instead of living life wondering…