Little rant.. advice needed*

Okay.. so I met this boy about 3 years ago. I met him threw a friend, I guess you would say. We were together on and off for two year. We recently called it off for good (his choice) last october. We haven't talked since then. Well, let me correct myself.

I tried calling, texting, messaging, about any possiable thing I could think of and he either didnt respond or responded by saying ''What the f*ck do you want?'' ( I know that sounds bad but hes really a nice guy ) So, therefore I just gave up.

Then, tonight I builded up enough courage to text him. <Remember I have always thought about him this whole time. I love him.> And he texted me back. A good text, at that. We texted for about an hour.. then he was tired and had to sleep. It was a good talk. I needed it. We just talked about how one another was and that of that sort. It was so wonderful talking/etxting with him..

it just brought back all the memories. I am still so in love with him. And after tonight.. it got me thinking. All the other guys I tried being with since him, hasnt worked out. Just having friend with benefits hasnt worked out. This guy kept popping in my head. I love him so much and I just want to be with him.

Any advice? I need it.

*sorry for spelling mistakes.. im half asleep here*

You are in a pickle, aren't you?
I think he still likes you and you obviously like him but there is something stopping him. Maybe you should actually see him in person, like go over to his house or something.
: ) Good luck

Sorry, I think you need to accept that he just isn't interested. You've done all the chasing and most of the time he's told you where to go and I think that is a pretty good indication of what he really feels with you. Give yourself some time to mend and wait until the right one comes along for you.